My name is raven and I'm 17 and I had a rough childhood ever since my parents died I've been a mess I work as a stripper to keep a roof over my head and food in my mouth I have two best friends who work with me Natasha and Asia I do attend high scho...
I heard my alarm go off and I slowly picked my head up and turned it off I layer my head back on the pillow not wanting to get up but I knew if I didn't get up soon then I would've just fell back to sleep so I sat up slowly in my bed and went to pick up my phone to see what time it is but then I saw my wrist and all of the scenes from last night came flooding back into my mind.
Shit I thought to myself how am I going to cover this up I looked closer and they are still bruised from Axel grabbing my wrists I looked at what time it is and I only has 20 mins to get ready and be at school I jumped out of bed and went through my closet to find something oversized to cover my wrists I found a hoodie that belonged to my dad I held it up and it was perfect I got some black leggings from my dresser and got a pair of socks and my Nike slides.
I rushed to the bathroom and looked at myself int the mirror I looked like a mess my eyes was puffy because I hardly got any sleep I turned the sink on and splashed cold water on my face then I brushed my teeth and put my glasses on I went in my makeup and tried my best to cover the bruises up it really didn't help that much but it made them lighter I put my clothes on and my slides on.
I ran back to my room to grab my phone, keys, and back pack. I headed to the garage and saw my beautiful cars I of course had to take my truck I got in and headed to school.
I parked in my usual spot and I put my hood up so I wouldn't draw that much attention to myself I looked up and saw that Axel and Britney and all of there minions was all standing at the entrance of the school.
"Ughhhhhhh of course they have to be standing there" I groaned and looked up I opened the car door and got out I kept my head down and started heading to the entrance I heard Britney giggling I looked up and of course Axel was grabbing her butt he smirked at her but then looked away right at me I quickly looked back at the ground and rushed inside the doors and to the restroom and just locked myself in the stall the bell rang meant first period had begun I honestly didn't care if I was late to class as long as i didn't run into Axel.
10 minutes went by and I finally left the bathroom I was heading to first period but then I saw him down the hall he was just chilling there on his phone fuck fuck fuck fuck I quickly turned around but it was to late...
"Hey! Why are you avoiding me." Axel asks his voice is getting closer "you know you can't resist me"he said I turned around and he was hovering over me I looked up into his eyes and saw the same guy last night images of him pinning me against the wall so hard to the point it made bruises was all that I thought about him and I know he apologized but does he do that to others girls what if he does it again but worse I can't help but wonder. But I have to say something.
"Why don't you just leave me alone" I said waiting for a response he turned around and leaned against the lockers
"I already told you I'm going to make your life a living hell but since your life is already miserable I can't do much but I honestly like messing with you." He said and looked in my direction I looked at him and I can't help but feel so tense he is honestly so gorgeous but I kinda have a bad feeling about him like he always wants what he wants and if he doesn't get what he wants the he goes crazy. But I can't let the event from last night ruin my confidence
"Well I don't know what you are getting out of messing with me" I said and slowly walked Towards him I reached up to grab the back of his neck but before my hand touched his neck he grabbed my wrist lightly to stop me but still instant pain shot through my wrist I tried my best not to make any face expressions to show him that he is hurting me but my eyes started to get glossy a little bit he looked deeply into my eyes
" you want to know something raven you are really good at leading people on and as much as I play with a lot of girls I really don't like girls playing with me I met this girl last night and I didn't know who she was but I honestly felt something for her you guys are similar in so many different ways it's crazy to think" he said he let go of my wrist and I automatically brought my hand down to my side. I turned around and started to walk away I should not have came to school today. I couldn't help but saying
"And what if I wasn't playing." I continued walking I was heading to the doors to leave I think I'm just going to go home I don't feel good at all I felt him grab my hand then his other hand on my waist turning me around so that my hand was on his neck and his hand was on my waist pushing me against him I felt my cheeks get hot and I was in shock.
"Then show me." He said smirking what the hell is this like a challenge to him I should just kiss him this one time then ignore him the rest of the year I looked up thinking of what my next move is going to be but then if I kiss him now and he tries to kiss me in real life when I'm at work then will he automatically know who I am I questioned I smirked and moved my hand slowly from the back of his neck all the way down and up under his shirt i felt his abs and I wish I could do more with him I looked at him and he just looked I gave him small kisses on his jaw line and I took a glance at him and he looked like he was enjoying it I smirked and backed up.
"I would have done so much more if you didn't stop me the first time" I whispered and took my hand out from under his shirt and started walking away I heard him chuckle
"Raven you are so dead!!" He yelled and I held my middle finger up at him I know at the end of the day all he wants is pleasure and as for what he told me that he really has feelings for me last night when I was the real me I don't really believe him because if he did he would have never tried anything with another girl after last night I walked out the school door and went to my car I got in and smiled at the way it turned out I really am good at winning.
