Love is the Drug || m.yg

Chapt 9: Empty

(Hello Everyone! I want to start off by saying Happy New Year!! I know it's a little late but it's alright! I also wanted to make a clarification that the momo I'm using in the story is Momo from Twice. Also Thank you so much to you guys for really enjoy this book. I didn't think many people would read it or let alone to enjoy it. This book is #22 on #min and #35 on #agustd. Like omg thank you sm guys!😭💜 let's keep voting! Again tysm for voting this book and enjoying the book. I'm so grateful❤️. Now let's get back to the book😊. )

(Y/N) P.O.V

I felt uneasy about what Namjoon was telling me, feeling a source of an empty hole in my chest, I couldn't help to wonder what was happening to him at the time he met the guys. Keeping my head up, I knew I couldn't cry or feel any type of sadness at the moment. Yoongi has been dealing with a lot, yet he keeps himself very hidden from everyone else despite me being his partner.

"I know I was with Yoongi even before he met you guys. But I never really knew much about him because he never really talked about himself nor his family. I don't even know who his parents are, or if he has any siblings-" Then it clicked. I noticed I didn't know anything about Yoongi at all. We've been together for years yet it never came to my mind non of this.

Namjoon suddenly slowed down coming to a complete stop. I looked at him confused but then a smell of salt water was in the air. Lowering the window I noticed we were at the beach. I looked at him very confused and a bit hesitant.

"You don't need to worry about anything (Y/N). I brought you here so we can have a bit of privacy from everyone we know." I nodded. he was right, this was a serious matter and we needed to figure out something.

Exiting the car, we decided to walk near the ocean. Leaving behind the print of our shoes on the sand and feeling the salty wind hit us gently. I really felt a strong emotion of sadness. 'How could've I been so stupid? I know nothing of my boyfriend yet I'm trying to figure out a solution to helping him get better?' I felt my eyes tearing up until Namjoon spoke.

"(Y/N)...I hope you know that you shouldn't feel sad. I understand that you might be feeling bad at this moment but this is why we are going to look for a way to help him." Hearing him say those words, I felt at ease. Could it be possible for us to find a way?

A couple of hours passed, I received a call from Momo. Before I could answer I looked at Namjoon, he nodded. I answered and I could hear the worried tone of momo through the line.

"Hey! Are you okay? Where are you! You said you were on your way a couple of hours ago, I was getting worried!-" before she continued, I cut her off. "Hey don't worry. I'm here with Namjoon. I know hours have past but there's something important I was discussing with him.." I heard by her tone that she was still feeling uneasy, especially with everything that happened all in one night.

"Just come home already please..." I nodded. "I will, I'm heading home then." and with that, I ended the call. Namjoon and I started walking back towards the car. On the way back, something popped into my head. "I just remembered something...do you remember that one time I arrived at the club and saw you guys and Yoongi was flirting with a stripper?" He was first a little unsure then it clicked to him. "Yeah, what about that day?" .... "well before we went in, there was a girl, Lisa was her name I think... she said she was Yoongi's cousin.."

"I didn't know he had a cousin in town. Yoongi never mentions anything about her.." I felt uneasy, once we got into the car and before getting in. He looked at me before we both entered the vehicle. "Tomorrow we should go to the club and find her. Maybe she can tell us a bit about Yoongi... and if it's true that she's his cousin..." I nodded and off we went.