Jeabum did not count how much had passed since he was sitting in the younger's room. Seven hours? Eight? He also didn't know how long it had been since Jackson fell asleep. All he knew was that he had already had 2 coffees and 3 teas. He even managed to drink cocoa, which wasn't very good. Nothing distracted him from work. Only the sound of the boy standing up woke him up from drawing.
-Sorry, hyung, I really don't even know when I Fall asleep - he replied, and he just smiled at him
-Admit now, how tired are you?-he puts everything aside and looks right at him
-Less than Jinyoung that's for sure, but I'm a bit after all-he admits, feeling the older man's eyes on him
-How much free time do you have now?
-Even two weeks and then I have to go back to work, but luckily here
-Chinese part is over? Already?
-I put three weeks of my work in a week and a half hyung-says-Not a single day off so I get home early
-Kayee, you could do everything calmly at your pace-sighed-What for?
-You promise me that you won't laugh at me for telling you this
-Hello, it's me Jaebum, not some random guy from your agency
-I love being in China. You know it's my hometown and there are my parents who I really miss when I'm in Korea
-But?
-But being away from you I was getting an emotional hole. I literally tried to program my day so that I didn't have to miss it so much, but it was impossible. I missed Youngje's kitchen, your picking on everything, Bambam and Gummi's stupid ideas, but most of all Jinyoung. Starting and ending my day with him. His lovely laugh and the fact that he's there for me, but that's not all hyung. What I missed the most was the feeling that someone is waiting for me at home and that I have my own life outside the studio. In Korea, Jinyoung or you are waiting for me and in China, I'm in the hotel and all I have is my Staff
-Why didn't you say anything before? -He asks him -You know that one phone call and we would buy the first better tickets and came. Maybe not Bambam and Yugyeom but me with Youngjea for sure
-That's why-sighs-I know you would have to do a lot to do it and I didn't want to be a burden to you
-You're stupid-a hushed voice says what the two of us immediately look at the boy who is trying to get up with his whole body, but the only thing he feel is a headache and he does not go hand in hand with his willpower
-Don't get up-yells Jeabum at him-I'm going to get the doctor-says leaving
-Do you know how scared I was when Yugyeom called and told me that you were lying in the hospital? -Jackson asks, coming up to his boyfriend and immediately grabs his hand
-Sorry, Sseunah-he replies, squeezing his hand
-I don't know if you know, but you are pretty fucked up
-I-I-sigh-But I swear I didn't know that I was getting into this state, I just wanted to get this role
-So some role is more important than your health? - he asks
-And who says? Do you think I don't know that you had to exhaust yourself to be able to be here today? - he replies irritated
-It's something else, Jinyoung
-No Jackson is literally the same. We both took too much on our heads. You want to finish everything faster and be able to be with me, and I want to get a role and, above all, not have how to miss you twenty-four hours a day, he says, probably looking into his eyes
-You know what the conclusion is from this? -The older one asks him and he nods his head negatively -We can not live bravely because it kills us
-In this I agree with you-Jaebum says and after a while the doctor comes in after him so the conversation ends
After the doctor told about what the boy's treatment should look like now, and about his health, he let him go home. Thanks to this, an hour later the three of them entered the house, where the bottom of good morning Jinyoung got a cloth on his shoulder
-I would hit you on that empty head, but I know that it is sore from falling- he replied
-A nice greeting I won't say-laughed-Home sweet home
-Hyung, do I feel your casserole?-Jackson asked, entering deeper
-And how did you think what I will do to eat today, since I knew that you came and your boyfriend is going to gain weight lost kilogram?-Sighed-Damn kids, nothing but their nerves. Because of you, soon I will end up in the hospital in the cardiology department due to a heart attack
-You are the best in the world and for that we love you the most
-Yes, don't think that if you are nice and charming you won't have my attention, Jini, go wash your hands and sit down. You too Jeabum'ah
-I'm not a child-sighs, but still goes towards the bathroom
-If you think so-shrugs his shoulders at his words, putting the dishes on the table
-Do you have a day off tomorrow?-Jackson asks as he leaves the bathroom in which he was taking a shower. His naked chest still makes his boyfriend get heart-pounded
-I have, why are you asking? -My approaching him with a towel to wipe his hair.
-That's what I thought, maybe tomorrow we would start looking for a flat-he says, tearing a towel from the boy and putting it on the bedside table.
-Are you so excited for the moment when we live together?-He asks, placing her hands on his chest.
-And especially when I can close with you for a few days and be alone-he says, taking it in my arms and putting it on the bed after a while, hanging over it
-What's on your mind, hyung?-He asks, placing his hand on his cheek
-The way to show you how much I missed you-he says, bringing their lips together and with all of himself, showing him how much he needs him and how much he missed it.
