Say You Wont Let Go

Sacrifies

A/N ready your tissue,I have a cold.due to weather. I want you to also have runny nose😉😊🤧🤧🤧

Wheein POV

She felt confuse at what is happening it just almost a day have pass for us staying there but theres a lot happened.
She awed as she heard what have happened between them.Theres a part of her thats felt glad but there also part of her that felt sad.
She's been torn between being her bestfriend and being her " lover"..She knows how our love for each other has been tried and tested. We swear to each other that no storm can break them apart. No man can come between them. But now here we are.

Faith sometimes plays a little hideous. Her brother believe they are lover. So what will happened if she tell him the truth.
Sometimes being with her always like a couple makes her used to the things we do together, we cuddle, we huged , we kiss(not passionate) we always sleep together, we laugh,we cry, we fight.

Here is the point where I dont expect that its hard to let her go.Even she always say she loves me.I dont think i can hold or dictate when she wants someone else.I as always held my emotion not to give in to the sweetness, not to fall for her charm as a true lover.. I always put boundery between bestfriend and lover.I know every choices has its own pros and cons.

If I push myself to her I know she will gladly accept me with two arms wide open.
But I love her to have a normal life.I think thats my true love for her. I want her to get married, to have kids, I will be a happy imo for her children.

But as I will saw my self alone without her by my side,it gives me so much loneliness and tears in my eyes.How can I live without her? Its like living a life without light without air without water in short its like being dead.

Thats what she is before they meet ,She is like a dead person living in human body.

THROWBACK

She is working at a coffee shop as a all around crew.barista waiter cashier.The owner of the coffee shop is a hideous old man, taking advantage of her vulnerable life living alone in alien city for her. He said I will not get any other job here in Seoul because I dont finish my college. Eventhough Sunghoon Oppa gives me allowance I dont used it.I want to earn in my own sweat.Crazy it may seem but I want to challenge myself.How far I will go.

In one day I have to deliver to a fashion company.I was carrying a backpack of breads and holding a dozen coffee in my both hand I take the elevator,gladly its only one passenger.I cant even raise my hand to push the level botton. That day I was really exhausted I want to cry I want to give up. But I still keep myself pushing. Then in one second the elevator just stop.We are stock.
The lights went out.we are shouting to the speaker the girl behind me terified at our situation I look at her she having hard time breathing, panick attack!!!! I drop the coffee,its not my priority now. I dont want to be with a dead person stock in here so I drop the bag and the coffee.. I went to her.Asking her how she feel? Assuring her she wont leave her.helping her breathin breathout.Doing anything to calmed her..
Then after 10 mins the lights back and the elevator operator asked us in the speaker phone. I see her face, Wow she's so beautiful.She's a model.Hwasa... I've seen her at some make up and clothes soda cf.
I look at my hand and shock to see that blood started to oozed in the wound. Her long nails dig in my hand as she is having panick attacked.She look at me scared but I assured her its okey. She keep shaking her head