!!!POV KRZYSIU!!!
After i ate the pancakes, i got up to wash the plate. I heard my favorite song from behind the wall that he was singing... Janek. I decided to look in his.
- hey, hello.. umm.
-hello, do you need something?
He got up. I moved backwards.
-oh..no. How do you know that song?
- Honestly...
He came up to me. I felt weird... butterflies in my belly. I felt it was taking eternity.
- I dream she.. There was a strange humming song in my dream, so i decided to see if such a thing existed and so here i found it.
Janek touched my shoulder moving me to the side.
- wow, that's really weird
- weird it i don't know, i always have weird dreams. Recently through my dream i found a purple flower... which I'm just walking on.
PURPLE FLOWER!?
-wait what? Are you leaving? NOW? were you going to tell me about it at all?
- I had, by the door, but that you came now, now you know, and now i'm sorry, i can't be late.
He left the room leaving me there alone. I stood for a moment wondering why i blew up so much, i'm not his mother to ask what he's going to do today. Purple flower. Maybe i panicking again, there's a lot of purple flowers, but... he had a dream about him. Maybe.. maybe it was the same dream..
!!!POV JANEK!!!
Krzysiu acting weird, he's never been so nice to me, or he's never asked what i'm going out for. I was hoping there was nothing wrong with him.
!!!POV KRZYSIU!!!
I stood in his room a good 15 minutes as i left i looked at the clock. 1:20 p.m. How much time have i eaten? I had nothing to do so i just lay down on the couch in the living room. Watching netflix i started thinking about... Janek. His beautiful eyes in which were full of secrets.. his hair. God i wants to touch his hair.. feel it. WHAT THE FUCK?! I got up.
!!!POV JANEK!!!
- so how much wages?
-$40
When I paid for the flower, I couldn't stop looking at it, it was beautiful. The light that this flower gave was beautiful. As I walked into the car, I looked for an hour. 3p.m.
I drove slowly because it was the middle of winter and it started to get dark. I turned on the radio where this song was playing that was being asked about by Krzysiu.
Man, oh man, you're my best friend
I scream it to the nothingness
There ain't nothing that i need...
I started thinking about Krzyś, his beautiful lips that i'd like to kiss... to feel it on me. I couldn't resist his smile, i wanted to have it just to myself.. Did I freak out?
By the time i commuted home it was after was 16 in the afternoon. I looked at the TV on in the living room and at the couch that nobody was on. I put flowers on the table.
-KRZYŚ? - I called out, but no one has heard back. i got scared. Maybe... something bad happened.
I went to his room, but he wasn't there.
-Krzyś...hello?
I thought maybe it was in the bathroom so i knocked quietly to hear the painful whine. I opened the door quickly, but... i didn't expect such a view.
- are you... crying?
- I'm so stupid. stupid.
!!!POV KRZYSIU!!!
I was ashamed. Janek saw me crying, in our bathroom... i cried, but i didn't know why.
- don't say that, oh... you're not stupid..
He sat down, and i let him get around. He was so warm and just got back from court. After a while, i noticed that my head is based on his frame and he touches my hair singing a song.
Alabama, Arkansas
I do love my ma and pa
Not that way that I do love you..
I calmed down when we got up for a moment still embraced me. It didn't bother me.
-i- im so sorry..about..this.
-oh no, this is nothing. I'm glad you're better off. Do you want tea?
I baked my head, we went to the living room together and i froze.. it's the flower. Janek asked me if everything was okay, i answered him that i did, and i sat on the couch looking at the flower.
When Janek brought tea, we decided that we would watch a comedy movie to improve the humor... i can't remember when i fell asleep.
!!!POV JANEK!!!
I knew Krzysiu had something soft in him, but i never saw him like that. Actually, i didn't even imagine he could cry.
As we lay down and laughed at the film i felt the weight on myself. Krzysiu rested his head on my frame again. I got scared, but when i noticed he was asleep i let him lie on me like that. I reached for my phone and took a picture of us... for a moment i thought if i didn't delete it, but after a while i just turned it off leaving the picture in the folder.
When i felt like i was falling asleep, i saw for an hour... it wasn't until 1am. How long has it been since all this? I took the Cross on my hand... strangely i managed to move him into the room. I didn't want to leave him. I couldn't. I lay down next to him feeling his warm breath on my neck... he was so warm.. I hugged him and after a while i also fell asleep.
