[SDMN] Pure Filth

Different ~Ethan Payne~

Today wasn't any different then any other day, I was at my boyfriends Ethans house, me and Ethan have been going out for around 6 months now and I loved every single moment that I spent with him.

However, I have to admit that our relationship wasn't very exiting, we had a routine and I hated it but I didn't want to say anything to him just in case that hurt his feelings or offended him in anyway.

I was at Ethans house waiting for him to get back from recording a video with the lads. I was getting really bored so I decided to FaceTime my best friend Freya and just rant to her about everything.

To Freya💕
Hey, can I just FaceTime you for a bit really bored and want to talk xx

As I waited for a reply i got out of Ethans king sized bed and went to his closet to take out one of his hoodies and getting changed into it, the smell of him making me miss him even more, getting back into Ethans bed I try and get comfortable. Few minutes pass and I get a phone call of Freya, I answer straight away.

"Hey babe, you ok" Freya says with excitement in her voice. I don't really know how she's always happy but that's something that I love about her.

"Ye I'm good just bored I guess, waiting for Ethan to get back" I reply quickly.

"So what did you want to talk about" she asks. I pause for a second considering if I should talk to her about mine and Ethans sex life because it's really bothering me that it's become like a routine and that it's not spontaneous, rough and passionate, in one word it's just vanilla.

"Come on tell me, I know you want to tell me about something, I can feel it" Freya continues to beg for me to tell her and I thought fuck it I'm going to tell her she is my best friend.

Ethans POV

As I come back home I get all exited knowing that I get to see Y/n, I seen her before I left but fuck me I can't get enough of that girl.

I go thought the front door of my house and put my coat and shoes away and I go upstairs, I was about to shout Y/n's name but then I heard her talking to someone and I stopped stood at the door way getting closer to the closed door, at that point I don't know what got into me because I trust Y/n with everything and there's no need for me to eavesdrop on her conversation but I was glad that I did.

"Freya I don't even know how to say it without making it sound bad because I do love Ethan so much but..." My face turned from happy to sad and not knowing what to expect I quickly jumped into conclusions "what if she doesn't love me anymore" "what if I'm not good enough for her" "what if she caught feelings for someone else" my thoughts were disturbed by Y/n speaking again.

"I just want him to fuck me good, like to leave me speechless and begging for more, but he's just so soft with me and our sex is just so vanilla, the only position that we fuck in is missionary. My sex life is so dead..." Y/n said with disappointment in her voice.

"What the fuck I'm not vanilla" I thought to my self I just thought that's how she liked to have sex and I didn't want to go rough on her just because I thought she wasn't in to that, it made me quite glad that I heard her and Freya's conversation because now I know what she really wants and she will get it.

I waited for her to finish the FaceTime to Freya and then I calmed my self down and walked thought the door to my room.

Y/n POV