I'm sitting on the floor.
I'm crying so much more.
Trying to erase the pain.
Trying to forget your face.
Sitting here with blade in my hand.
Running so slow blood dripping down.
In a deep red color.
Flowing freely the way I want to feel.
I'm sitting on the floor.
Holding my hand out.
A bottle filled with pills.
I'm crying so hard.
The pain is unbearable.
I'm feeling so weak.
I'm sitting here on the floor.
Holding a blade.
Crying like crazy
Trying to take this pain away
I'm trying my best not to fight
My eyelids feel heavy
My door is so far
The whispered yells so far
Falling deep into sleep
Deep....deep....deep....deep
I'm laying on a bed
I'm so confused
Where am I?
My throat feels sore
My body screams in pain
I'm looking around
I'm in a small white room
I try to move
My hands are stuck
I try to get up
I feel restraints
What happened to me?
I'm laying on a bed
Trying to get up
My head hurts
A nurse is here
A shot is administered
I drift to sleep
I'm in the psych ward
Why am I here?
I'm lying on a bed
Laying so still
My wrists hurts to no end
I'm crying out loud
Screaming and cussing
My body hurts
I can't remember
All I remember are my bloody wrists and a bottle of pills
All I remember the pain I was in.