[ ✔︎ ] 𝐒𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐀𝐃𝐄!! ( 𝖺𝗄𝖺𝖺𝗌𝗁𝗂 𝗄𝖾𝗂𝗃𝗂 )

𝑶𝑶 . 𝖿𝗂𝗏𝖾

Just like I predicted, we won our games today. Even though we won, I still overthought the situation a little too much. I was comparing my skills to Kageyama and it hindered my game sense and I was subbed out. It's a bad habit I have: comparing myself to others, well.. I picked it up since I was always compared to others as a child.

So and so has better grades. So and so wouldn't do this. So and so can do this, why can't you? As much as I love my family, they're toxic to say the least. I never opened up to them ever since life became tough at the start of my teenage years.

When I told my parents about my problems, I'd always get "you should have no reason to be sad" as a response. Which was weird because I recall them always telling me "to tell them everything whenever something is wrong." It's probably the reason why it's so hard to me to open up nowadays.

I know you're the same way.. parental issues? Also, you are you're own person, so don't compare yourself to others. Just think about what you could do better and things you can slowly start doing to get better. Don't overwork yourself, go at your own pace.

That's why I believe we all need that one person to count on. Like how you have that one person you count on—you know... the person you just thought about while reading that.

There's two people I can count on; Bokuto and of course you. At times, I feel like no one listens, but I know you do. Come to think of it, you're the first person I've ever told my problems and biggest secrets to.

How was your day today? or How is your day going so far? I hope you're still taking care of yourself as you're halfway through this book. I wish we could have more time, but I'm afraid we don't have that much left.

After I finish this this book, I'll live on with my life as you live on with yours. So do me a favor, and read a bit slower. I know I'm not making these chapters or the book that long but please, take time reading this because this is all I will have left of you until we actually meet again.

Until the next chaper, Akaashi Keiji <3