Loneliness

Emotions

Is it really my fault? I just didn't know where to begin and who to tell. I felt invisible. It almost felt like people could walk through me and not with me. My emotions were my weakness and I just coudnt overcome my weakness. Had no one to talk to ,no one to play with and no one to share with. Just had no one. When I cried ,no arms cuddled me . Faces here ,faces there but no faces by me. It wasn't easy. It really wasn't. Darkness covered the little bit of light that shined across my life. Depression ran throw my heart as I tried and tried to smile. No faces to talk to apart from my shadow. As I stared day and night ,my thoughts became deeper. My tears ran a marathon from my eyes through my neck. As I fought my self to be strong ,I lost. I destroyed me. I had no hopes. Struggled to fake a smile. Struggled to speak out . And. Struggled to live a happy life. But life's a test...

-S.A