So after seeing wtf I just saw my mind every where I can't believe this nigga I'm so hurt , I go to the closet start fucking his shit up I cut the tongues on all his shoes ( Jordan's , Dior , Balenciaga , White lows. etc) bleached his clothes and i busted his windows to his srt truck I was heated and I cried after .. I'm lost asfc I stayed up all night smoking woods back to back , it's 8am i hear him coming in mad asfc i guess he's seen the damage I've done while he was away.. *Jr comes in Jr: btc wtf is wrong with you ? Ocean: You Jr ! You is what is wrong wit me. Jr : btc look at my shit I could kill yo stupid ass right na. Ocean : lmao I could kill yo stupid ass too Jr: Ocean bro w Whats your problem wtf bro why would you do this Ocean: ja'rell wtf were you doing in Cali ? Jr: Ocean you kno wat I do I shoot moves Ocean: shows him the messages * Ocean: I'm leaving for sum days DONT call me Jr: Ocean Idek - baby I- let me explain pls.. Ocean: Jr if I stay around you any longer I might kill you honestly.. I need a break.
- So I ended up going to Miami with my bestie Nia the next day. She just came to keep me comfort she saw how hurt I was, jr was blowing my phone up every step of the way talkin bout ..
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- My thoughts in my head wanna work things out cause this my man but I know I can't compete with a baby .. nia just take the phone out my hands and tell me it'll be okay she said a man gon change for the woman he wants to be with and that I can't stop nothing that man got going on , and she's right .. The next day I arrived at home. The house smells nice , looks nice , and I noticed his car windows were fixed .I walk in the bed room and it's him sleeping peacefully, and looking cute and innocent . until he woke up, he jumped out of the bed and to me so fast hugged me tightly and said he loved me .. then choked me up telling me I bet not ever leave him again, he let me go and asked can we talk ..I said yea he explained that he did cheat but he didn't know if the girl was baby his or not .he said she 4 months and that she's obsessed with me and him . Idk it was a lot to take in , but I'm excepting it all at once. it was nothing I can do but I explained to him how hurt I was he saw it in my face. but it's a baby involved so I put my pride to the side. he didn't tell me who the girl was so I didn't bother tryna figure it out. But he told me to pack up my things we're leaving ... so jr booked us a flight to a island. We arrived there he surprised me with a promise ring . he told me I'm what make him ,I'm what keep him going ,and he love that I personally belong to him, He promised to marry me and make me more happy then ever. I accepted the ring blushing hard as hell. So after that we went out and had fun on the island. He took my too a nice restaurant there , and the food was bomb although he did make me mad by eating my food ,so I had a attitude and stop eating cause that's irritating when someone eats my food I lose my appetite lol. He was just being annoying playin too much. So I of course started smart talking him telling him to stfu and rolling my eyes .he stood up with his tall ass came up to and he grabbed me up kissed me carried me all the way to our room kissing me on my neck making me laugh and feel good , and we get into the room he starts to undress me he places me on the bed and starts rubbing on my thighs ,kissing all over my body with slow but soft delicate kisses and making me feel so good , he goes down on me and starts to eat up on it he's licking and sucking in the right places he starts to uses too fingers making my river flow more and more while he stops eating and is now just letting his fingers do the rest he comes up to my breast and starts sucking on them he takes his fingers out and puts it in I gasp as I felt my heart in my stomach ..
We enjoyed our selves that whole lil trip .. we got home and he had to go back on the road, but it was so much gifts on the table he iced me out and bought me the range-rover. I was happy as hell and gave him a kiss good bye . I wasn't feeling well it must've been something I ate. I told nia she suggested I take a pregnancy test . I thought it was silly but I took it anyways and the results was .. Too be continued ...
