War looking at his own reflection in the mirror, he looks terrible, those dark under eyes are too visible to anyone's liking. Things were not went well for him and Yin earlier in that office of Yin.
---
'I love you' Yin said
'Please don't throw me away' he begs between the kisses
War pushes him a bit to release the kiss, with Yin felt a bit uncomfortable with this respond.
' I don't think we are doing the right thing'
Yin looked at War with some anxiousness start to crip in.
'What are you talking about?' Yin responded
War shook his head rather lifelessly,
'We-, I think we-.. I messed up'
'badly..'
' I don't think I can continue with this, Yin..'
'W-what?'
Yin cups War's face and brings it to face him, 'what are you talking about?'
War takes Yin's hands from his face, holds them tightly, then released them slowly.
'I'm sorry... I don't have much strength left'
'They destroyed me... and they're about to do it again, and this time... they probably won't stop until I-..'
War taking a deep breath as all that horrible moments in the past came to his mind like a tsunami.
'..- and I can't-'
'I won't survive if I continue to get this... from you'
'I will defend myself, I will try to survive... against those people. But I won't make it if I have to face you too'
'I'm sorry, I can't continue-'
War turns around and about to leave but Yin grabs his hand and holds it firmly.
'Are you-, breaking up with me?' Yin said with his voice almost gone, he was so stunned how things got escalated that bad.
War nodded, still backfacing Yin.
'Why you do this to me?'
'Why?'
'I really don't understand any words you just said'
'Who's going to destroy you?'
'What do you mean you can't face me?'
'I won't let you treat me like this!'
'You want to break up with me? fine! But don't you put the blame on me!' Yin half shouted
'Who do you think you are? you think you can play me like this!' Yin was too angry to think about what he said
War clenched his fists, turned around, released Yin's hand from his. He looked up at Yin, oh my, those eyes, never in his time with War, Yin ever seen those eyes of War that shown so much pain and... sorrow. Yin almost lost himself in those eyes, it's either their hearts already too attached or otherwise they are too in love with each other, Yin could feel that huge pain in his heart all of a sudden.
War tried to move his lips, tried to speak, to respond to Yin's scolding.
'I don't blame you, I would never blamed you'
