THIAM (THING)

"You don't deserve happiness"

Liam goes to a party gets absolutely hammered and can barely see, hear and feel his own limbs moving.

Theo picks him up in his truck at around 1 am. He sees his boyfriend stagger out of the house and quickly jumps out to help him get in the truck safely, instantly smelling the stench of intoxication so bad that he can feel his own nostrils starting to burn.

When Theo starts the vehicle and begins to drive both boys back home Liam starts mumbling in his sleepy drunken state.

Theo asks what's on his mind as he looks over at him amused at the adorable sight of his beautiful boyfriend next to him.

Liam says something along the lines of

"I don't trust you anymore"

"wait what"

"I SAID I don't trust you anymore"

"what do you mean? have i done something wrong?"

"have you done something wrong? erm a mean yes anyone could see that."

"well what is it? what did I do Liam?"

"what did you do?"

"well yeah?"

"why, have you forgot?"

"No Liam I  have no clue what your on about so please just tell me what I did wrong so I can try and fix it?"

"you can't fix this Theo"

"what do you mean? Is this because i ate the last slice of pizza? cause you said I could have it. Theo lightly chuckled"

"You killed your sister"

"At that Theo began to get anxious and started to fidget"

"Liam why are you bringing this up?" he said in a nervous voice knowing that the other knows the subject of his sister is touchy."

"because you killed her Theo. SHES DEAD!"

His breathing started to become un-even, tears started welling up in his eyes making the road ahead blurry.

"what did she do to you Theo? Did she steal your little boyfriend? what did she do?" he said in a dry and harsh tone.

The tears that stayed stationary in his eyes distorting the images out of the windscreen began to cascade down his face like a waterfall. "Liam" was all he could manage to whisper out.

"You know what you need Theo?...."

"......you need to go back......"

"back where? what are you talking about Liam? Who's making you say these things?" he chocked on his sobs.

"Nobody's making me say things Theo I'm my own person I can do what I want!

"I know you can Liam. where do i need to go?

"......Back to hell......."

Theo couldn't believe what he's just heard his boyfriend say. But yet why wouldn't he she's dead he did that. He could have helped her. Saved her life yet he just left her there, he could see the the fear in her eyes could practically watch the spirit that was once in Tara leave the now dead and cold body. "What do you mean? Why?" Theo said trying to not look at Liam his one true love the person that he cared about more than his own life.

"You need to go back to hell Theo" Liam said voice sounding empty of all emotions.

"Liam you cant send me back. Anyways you broke the sword". He said sounding confused and desperate.

"Yes I did, I broke the sword that Kira and her mother reassembled just last week"

Theo's heart rate began to rise, sweat dripping down his forehead, fists clenched so  hard on the wheel that they were white at the knuckles. "B-but Liam, I-I-I thought that y-you l-liked m-me" he stuttered out trying too hard not to hyperventilate.

"No I just made you think that. What I really do is despise you. I only let you stay with me for the sake of the pack, they were in on it to Theo. All I had to do was keep you out of trouble". 

"But Liam I-Il-love y-you".

"Your pathetic Theo, you really think that anybody could love a cold hearted murderer like yourself. You really haven't changed one bit"

Theo felt numb a feeling that he hasn't felt in a while since he's been with Liam. His new and changed life has just been turned upside down. He doesn't know what's worse, getting his sisters heart ripped out by her dead corpse in hell, her hand plunging into his warm chest and ripping out the heart that doesn't belong to him but still pumps the blood around his body, or his boyfriend who he can't live without, that he feels safe and secure with destroying him with the truth of his past.

They arrived at Liam's house. Theo stopped the truck at the bottom of the path just staring out the window. He had been staying with Liam for two years now after he had told his parents that his boyfriend was homeless. Liam raised his hand up to rub his eyes. At that Theo slightly flinched. Liam noticed and just smirked. Liam took his hands and gently grabbed both sides of Theos face. He turned his face towards him and they looked into each others eyes, feeling their hot breath on each others skin. Liam smiled softly and looked down at Theos lips and slowly leaned in but when Theo did the same the other pulled away before their lips could meet for the last time. Theo sat there still while he watched Liam unbuckle his seat belt and get out of the rusty old pick-up "I'm so sorry Liam" the boy whimpered the other turned his head and muttered his final words for the night. "You don't deserve happiness".