Day 96
11.03
I think I'm gonna do it today. I'm ready now. I've been ready for a while, to be honest, but I always hesitate. My mum will be devastated. I know that. How the hell did I get here? To this point? I have no idea. All I know is that it will finally be over soon. I'm sorry.
15.41
I had to clean my flat first. I don't want them to find it messy. I don't know why, it's not like I'm gonna be here. It takes longer than I anticipated so I can't do it today. Tomorrow.
18.51
I just talked to my mum. I just listened to her talk about everything that is happening in her life. She sounded so happy. I used to sound like that. Before.
21.43
The flat is spotless but it's too late to call someone now. I don't want to be a burden. I have to call someone, but not too soon because then they might save me. If I don't call someone I don't know how long I would be laying here before someone started to miss me. A day? A week? A month? My mum would react but she doesn't know how I feel. I've been good at hiding it. She would just think that I'm busy. I'm never busy nowadays.
Tomorrow.
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100 Days
FanfictionHarry is about to end his life when a beautiful man moving in in the apartment building across from him gets his attention. Purely fictional. Triggerwarning: Suicide thoughts. Depression
