[ℍ𝕒𝕣𝕣𝕪 𝕊𝕥𝕪𝕝𝕖𝕤] ᴄᴜᴛᴇ ᴏɴᴇ sʜᴏᴛs

3. Incecure

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      I stand in front of the bed room mirror in nothing but my underwear and bra. I touch every place on my body I hate. My legs. Too fat. My stomach. Not skinny. My eyes. I look so tired. My back. Stretch marks. "I hate this, and this, and....everything." I never talked bad about myself around harry. If I did I know he would lecture me about it and tell me "I'm beautiful just they way I am"
    I started to cry. Thinking about how much I want to rip all of it off. All the fat. Cover the stretch marks. Put on a full face of makeup to cover my red eyes. I started thinking about Harry. I wish he were here now. To tell me I'm pretty and he loves me but he wasn't. He was at the studio today. I got my clothes from off my bed. Casual blue hoodie with the word "baby girl" embroidered into the front of it. I paired it with a pair of dark blue jeans and white sneakers with blue shoelaces. I liked this outfit because the hoodie was big enough to cover my chubby belly, arms, and thighs. I stood in front of the mirror again.....oh yeah. My face.
   I went to the bathroom. Harry hated when I wore makeup but I needed to put some on. I only used a little though, just for him. Moisturizer, mascara, concealer, a little blush, and lip balm. I tied my hair into a bun and put some clips on the side of my head that had little diamonds and butterflies on it. Almost the same baby blue color as my hoodie. I stood in front of the mirror again. I hate this mirror. I can see everything. Every limb of my body. I'm getting rid of it I'll just use the bathroom mirror for now on.
     "I hate the way I look. Why would Harry want me" I said out loud. I looked down at my feet.
     "Because your beautiful, outside and inside. Your kind hearted, funny and everything I could ever ask for" I heard a deep voice say. Harry. I turned around still looking down before I peeked up. Harry began to walk towards me. When he reached me he pulled me into a hug swaying us side to side. He kissed my head and said "I love you. Nothing will ever change that. I wish you would see yourself the way I see you. You are so beautiful just the way you are. I'll never regret falling in love with the girl that is the bestest best friend in the history of best friends. Your my girlfriend and  i love you y/n" he pulled out of the hug and we kissed. "Thank you harry. It means so much to me. I love you too baby." I said. "Cmon sweet heart let's go watch movies downstairs and eat some sweets." Harry suggested. "Ok let's go, but only if we can cuddle too!" I said. "Of course we can" Harry said.