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"You cant keep treating me like a child!" Rose screamed to her mother. "Rose, you're only sevente-" Rose cut off her mom "Yeah, for 3 more days!"  Her mother started to cry "What happened to you? we use to be so close. You were so sweet....to everyone." Rose looked at her mother "I grew up..."  "you did grow up, but this...this is not you. Who were those men outside, and that women. WHAT ARE YOU DOING!? Men fighting outside of MY house." "I SHOULD'VE STAYED WITH DAD!" *slap* Rose held her face tear rising in her eyes, her mom looked at her "your dad never cared, he was a addict! he broke this family over and over. I got tired of him, coming home high, beating me...beating your brother! Cheating, STAYING UP, MISSING WORK TRYING TO FIND HIM CAUSE HE DIDNT COME HOME!DONT EVER DISRESPECT ME LIKE THAT AGAIN! I worked to get where  I am now. I don't care if he got his life together, he'll never be in mine again." She walked out her son standing in the hallway. Rose slammed her door locking it. She closed her eye and cried herself to sleep.

The next day Rose woke up she saw a message from Elijah. *Hey, you alright?* as soon as she began to type *Bing Bing Bing* Damon texted *I miss you, I'm sorry, please let me make it up to you.* Rose laid there...empty. She didn't have the energy to get out of bed, let a lone deal with those two. She turned her phone off and went back to sleep. "AHHHH!"  "MOM,MOM,MOM!" "NO...Wake UP...PLEASE!" Rose jumped up looking at her alarm clock, its 5:30 pm. She finally came out of her sleepy phase. "ROSE!ROSE!"  she jumped up, running out of her room. She sees her little brother  holding her mother in  his hands. "Wh-What happened" Rose ran to her mom blood everywhere. "MOM MOM! NO MOM. PLEASE WAKE UP I WANT TO APOLOGIZE! What happened!" "I-I don't know, I heard mom in the kitchen, sounded like she was fighting. Then i heard gunshots." Rose punched the wall. "How the fuck could I sleep through that!" She quickly called 911. She was standing outside waiting on the ambulance, hearing them coming down the street she opened the door. they came through the door and  quickly checked for a pulse. The female looked at the other paramedic and nodded. "WHAT THE FUCK DOES THAT MEAN?" Rose said walking up to the paramedic. "I'm sorry ma'am, she didn't make it. Can you tell me what happened then I can report it to the officer over there, if you'd like me to." Rose walked away, her brother started talking to the lady "No one knows what happened, I heard yelling shots, Big booms." By the time i got down it was to late." The lady looked at him in awe "Does your sister know anything?" "No, I called her down." The women looked at rose then said "I'm truly sorry for both of your loses." She walked off to help take the body to to truck.

Damon and Elijah pulled up to her house Just as they were leaving.  She called Elijah, but he must've been with Damon when she called. She looked at them tears in her eyes, she didn't know who to go to. She wanted Damon to come and hold her forever, but she wanted to go to Elijah and cry on him. She made her choice...She began walking, looking at both of them looking at her. She threw herself onto both of them.  She didn't want to hurt anyone's feelings. She wanted to Die , she held them as this is her last. And maybe it is. "IM so sorry for everything Rose, I just want to be here for you my love." Damon said holding her. Elijah looked at both of them realizing he shouldn't be there. He walked out going to the car to wait. Rose saw him from the window, getting in his car. Damon pulled her closer and she broke down. She was trying to be strong but she couldn't anymore. 

Rose cried and cried then finally she stopped. "I'm going to check on my brother, ill text you later. " Damon nodded and kissed her head. He left  and went to the car. She watched them drive off. She felt bad because she didn't want to hurt Elijah. she went and saw her brother putting his shirt on. "I had to get the blood off, Her blood...It was in my hair, my fingernails." Her brother cried "WHY?! WHY WOULD YOU LET THIS HAPPEN ROSE. IT'S YOUR FAULT. I HATE YOU GET OUT OF MY ROOM! She stared at him with amaze...She didn't know what to say, Is this really my fault?. She walked out of her house, she met a man in a alley to buy acid. She took the tab and went to the bar. She was already intoxicated when she got there, she drunk back to back. Eventually the bartender stopped serving her. Rose could barley see, She stumbled to the middle of the crowd. She fell into a handsome man, Pretty eyes, big muscles. Rose was so fucked up she didn't realize what she was doing.  He took her out of the bar. "H-Hey where are we going" She laughed tripping over her own steps. "Were going to have fun." he threw her over his shoulder. "Hey! this is fun!" she laughed and she passed out on him. When she woke up This random man was on top of her. "HEY!MOVE." The man laughed "Finally up huh." He gripped her face tight, he kissed her, she could taste all of his alcohol, plus hers. She was still intoxicated, but she was able to see again, and think better.

PLEASE!, she pushed him *THUD* He punched her in her face "SHUT UP" She felt him forced him inside of her "AHHH!" *Cries* "PLEASE!  DONT DO THIS." She hated herself after this, she couldn't fight anymore she just laid there and took it. She just looked into space, wishing this was a bad dream, she was thinking of her mom. Why did she have to leave her like that? She saw him get up and walk out of the hotel room. She put her clothes on, she had two more tabs, she took both, hoping they would end her life. She cried until she couldn't. She checked her face in the mirror, she saw she had a black eye. She touched it and it was so painful. She got so pissed and punched the mirror. Breaking the glass. It was glass all in her hand. "FUCK!" She cried getting the piecing off. She saw A big piece of  glass and she walked out of the room.

 Her heart racing, could barley keep her eyes open. She knew it would take a long time to get to her destination, She put her thumb out, waiting for a ride. Finally someone picked her up. "Hey are you okay?!" y-yeah, can you take me to  the cliff. "Which cliff" the women said "The only fucking cliff we have" She said barley able to speak. "Get out of my car" the women said "I'm sorry i'm sorry, please!" The women rolled her eyes and started driving. She droipped her off and said thank you.  She then stumbled to get to the top of the cliff. Finally she  stood at the end of the cliff. Piece of glass in her right hand.  "Maybe i'll see you again mommy...WHY!? Why'd you have to leave me?...You get the last laugh huh? Leaving like that...Well we'll see whos laughing now." She look down, ready to jump.

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