𝙃𝙄𝙈...𝙁𝙍𝙊𝙈 𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝙈𝘼𝙁𝙄𝘼

007

nessa's pov
(mentions of r@pe in this chapter)

"WELL what happened that night was I was drinking and completely wasted and I saw vinnie near me but I didn't think about it until he handed me a drink and I drank it all, um he dragged me up to that room and started touching me and well I couldn't do anything and he raped me that night" mads said in tears by the end of it.

I was completely shocked I never thought about the possibilities and I just shut her out of my life because I thought it was her fault and it wasn't I was just being selfish and that's also why the girls took her side. I am a terrible person.

"Oh my god mads if I had known the whole story and didn't shut you out god I am such an awful selfish person" I say feeling terrible.
"Nessa it's okay I'm over it now and you should too but I would really like if we could be friends again have our friend group back I mean all of us girls miss you so much" Mads said.
"I miss all of you too and would be really happy to be friends again" I say happy with this outcome.
"I'm happy but may I ask how you ended up here and with josh" Mads says happy but confused on my situation.
"Um well I don't have the full story but he kidnapped me and well I have been kept here" I say telling her what I know.
"Oh nice but what about you and josh" She says.
"Well were friends with benefits nothing more" I say.
"Sounds like you in a good way" She says referring to majority of my high school years spent hoeing around.
"Yeah but we should go back to everyone though" I say.
"Yeah let's go" She says.

We both walk out back into the kitchen and she goes to jaden and I sit down at the table seeing how happy she is with jaden and how I wish I could have that but I know my trust issues don't let me go past friends with benefits, I keep thinking but shortly pulled out of my thoughts to my suprise by addison.

"Hey mads told all of us about the talk we are all happy about you coming back" Addi says very happy,
"Trust me I am too but I'm insanely bored" I say.
"Me too we should all do something" Addi suggests.
"Yeah I mean how about we do a thing with the girls" I say.
"Yeah but how about today we do a pool day with everyone" Addi says.
"Okay I'm down" I say immediately agreeing.
"Everyone pool party in thirty be ready" Addison announces to everyone and we all agree.

All the couples break off and go to their rooms to get dressed and I follow him.

"Josh" I say.
"Yes"
"I don't have a swim suit" I say.
"Go ask one of the girls" He says bluntly.
"Okay"

Something is up with him and I don't know what, I ignore it for now and go to amelie's room for a bathing suit which she agrees and gives me a pastel blue onw that's very cheeky in the bottoms, I go back to josh's room and into the bathroom getting dressed and seeing josh dressed as well.

"You don't have to change in their I have seen you naked before you know" He says.
"I'm aware but I'm not gonna give you the pleasure of seeing my body right now when your acting like a dick" I say simply.
"Fine but just know when I fuck you tonight you aren't cumming not one time" He says whispering in the ear.

I ignore his comment and walk out of the room knowing damn well he's staring at my ass right now.

a's typing...

nessa bout to get it

ooo

anyways

she finally talked to mads

-a