Tristan P.O.V
I walked in my house as quietly as can because I just knew my girl was gonna be trippin since I came in so late without calling.
I looked at my dark living that was only lit up by a fish tank room and smiled . Everyday I walk in my house and I'm surprised that I have all of this like who would of thought .
I walked into the kitchen and opened the microwave to grab my plate. Essence Always makes me a plate and puts it there for me . She made macaroni cheese , sting beans and baked chicken .
Damn I'm bout to fuck this shit up I'm fucking starving.
"Is it good ?" I heard a voice say behind me
"I mean sure but not as good as your puss-"
"Aht aht no."
"What ??"
"I just wanna know what you come home so late babe like are you seeing someone else please just let me know now I rather not find out on my own"
I took a sip of my water and looked at her and made a face. "girl ain't body cheating on yo fine ass come here" I smirked
She smiled and walked towards me and sat in my lap "I missed you I wish you would just come home at a decent hour but I understand "work🙄" "
I sighed and looked back down at my plate
"You know I think it's time that tell you that I am a - " I got cut off by my phone ringing
"Hold on essence" Tristan groaned.
"Tri..Trii..Tristan please"
"Please"
"Dreezy" my eyes widened
"Bro what is wrong are you having that dream again ?"
"I can't do this anymore I just want to die please let me just die"
"Dreezy no ! It's going to be okay just don't do this okay I'm on my way bruh"
I hanged up the phone a basically flew out the door. Essence already knows because this happens every other week.
Dreezy P.o.V
"Fuck fuck fuck" I cried
Why can't I just bring my self to do it I just want to die I thought in my head as I held a gun to my temple.
I know I got friends and family that's going to miss me but I can't do this anymore I can't live for them anymore
I took a deep breath and put the gun down and cried again .
What a fucking pussy I can't even bring my self to do it.
I got up and looked in the mirror and looked at my self .
I've been suicidal ever since I was a kid I wish I would have just died right then and there.
Flash back
"Yoooo that was crazy the way that man pulled up on him and shot em like that was terrible" I said literally hyping the whole entire movie up.
"Facts and the way his girl literally defended him when the cops pulled up that's a reall rider fasho" Christian smirked to himself
