dear diary,
second time writing in here paha, today was kinda fun but i didnt actually do much.
this morning i woke up at about 10am because my dad was waking me up lol. i then went downstairs and had two hot cross buns for breakfast again. then i went upstairs again and got dressed and everything, i wore my light grey plt joggers and my dark grey champion jumper- stylish i know. i then did my eyebrows kinda and then put mascara and lip gloss on because i was being rushed, and then i quickly brushed through my hair but left it down. i dont know why im going into such detail lmao. i then went downstairs and put my wellies on, by now it was like 12. we were going on another walk. i quite like going on walks at my dads because its all old people who live in the village and i dont know anyone(except family) there so i wont get judged whereas if i went out for a walk with my mum at her house i would see all the popular people in town and i would get so judged and bullied. i feel bad for not spending much time with my mum but i feel like whenever i do we argue so i just dont really go downstairs when im at home.
anyways, this morning we went on a walk and it wasnt that fat but we walked through fields and woods which i liked. then we went to see this little shetland pony called kenzie and we fed it carrots and brushed it and it was ADORABLE! i spent the whole way back persuading my dad to let us get two shetland ponies so they can be bestfriends and we can put horns on them to make them unicorns and dress them up and stuff and i also want a big hore so bad. i have wanted one since i was about five years old. a few years ago i went to horse riding lessons wich i loved being around the horses but we werent really allowed to do anything with them- we werent allowed to jump or canter or go on walks around places on our own we literally just went through a circuit (the school) five million times and thats it and even after months of going i only got to trot once! and i want my own horse so i can have more freedom to do things with it. im primary school i went on a residential(school trip) for a week on a farm where we had to wake up every morning to muck the horses out and feed them and everything and it was fun and i really enjoyed it! so i think i could take such good care of the horse and we could literally be bestfriends.
when we got back from the walk it was like half past two so i sleaned my wellies and then went to mine and my sisters room to get changed into my blanket jumper and black joggers again before getting into bed and going on tiktok for a while until dinner
we had dinner at about 4:30pm, we had had i early because we didnt have lunch even though i wasnt hungry at lunch lol. for tea we had tomato soup in a mug and then baguettes and chips. i dont really like soup so i only had half of it but the chips were really nice and the baguette things are SO GOOD!! after tea i sat downstairs for a while before going back upstairs to talk to my friends. then at about 6 y dad said we have to leave soon so i packed my bag, tidied up a bit and went downstairs. when i got downstairs we were early so i played guess who and i lost every time! im so bad at it. im really good at four in a row and uno but guess who i was aweful at!
then i went home and went upstairs and listened to 'drivers licence' by olivia rodrigo for literally 4 hours on repeat- IM OBSESSED ITS SO GOOD!!! then i got hungry so i literally ate half a family sized oreo chocolate bar, a whole pack of chocolate coins, and then went downstairs and my mum gave me a whole box of lindt chocolates which ive eaten half of! like wtf at my dads i dont even have lunch or breakfast most weeks because im not hungry but at home i eat everything! am in still hungry btw but i dont want to get too fat even tho its too late for that lmfao.
after i ate like a trillion calories, i had a tickle fight with my sister which annoyed my mum paha but its fineee. now im sat upstairs in my room on my own like usual, writing my diary, about to read some wattpad stories, then watch netflix amd then probably try to shift again. ill update you tomorrow
byeeeee ;)
