blooming crush <3

part five 🌶

SORRY THIS IS A BIT LOVEY LOVEY

in maths-
i was slumped on my chair tapping my pen to the rhythm of music that was playing in my mind. i chewed my gum whilst looking up at the board pretending i was listening to anything sir was saying , but all i could think about is levi. he never left my mind. his smile.  his touch that's always gentle. i found myself smiling but quickly covered it by hiding my head in my arms. the table was cold and smelt bad.
"bonnie can you answer question nine?"sir asked.
i looked up and stared at the board.  i had no clue what he was on about. my heart started beating fast in my chest. i panicked.
i don't know sorry sir.
"well then stop sleeping in my lesson and concentrate. "
i felt my face glow read as i murmered sorry.  everyone laughed at me. i was overwhelmed everyone was making fun of me. but levi wasn't here i couldn't go to him for comfort. i wiggled my leg trying to keep the tears in but it wasn't working. i pulled my hand up with my head still hanging low.
may i go to the toilet please?
"yes but be quick"
i walked out of the class and strode to the bathroom my head still down the whole way. i walked passed levis class which was the room next to mine. i looked in. we caught each others eye.  he looked worried. i brushed the tears off my face and quickly pulled my head down and jogged into the bathroom. i hid in the toilet stall and pulled my phone out of my bra.
•babe are you okay?•
levi had text me. 
my lips trembled as i typed the word no but quickly deleted it. i didn't want to look like i was begging for attention.
•i'm coming right now which stall are you in?•
i received another text. tears rushed down my face.
i heard steps in the bathroom. they sounded worried and fast.
"babe? babe?!" i stepped out the stall and stood looking at him tears rushing down my face. he ran and grasped me in a hug.
"what's wrong baby?"
he pulled me into the stall.
"babe please tell me what's wrong" he pulled me into a tighter hug. i grasped his jumper softly and whispered.
"they all made fun of me.. i- i- didn't know what to do"
"it's okay , it's okay he whispered as he stroked the back of my head gently.
he pulled his hoodie off and gently slipped it over me then pulled me into a hug again.
he shut the door so no body could see a boy was in the girls toilets otherwise i think they'd get  a bit of a fright. i let go and looked up to him. his eyes looked at me worriedly as he held my face. his hands were warm. he pulled my chin in and kissed me softly. he grabbed my waist and gently swirled my body and pushed me against the wall. he kissed me hard and i felt his hand gently make its way up my thigh to wear he left it grasping my waist. he let go of my lips and pulled me into another hug. he grabbed my hand and looked me in the eye.
"we've got to go.. i'll walk you to your lesson , i promise you'll be okay baby"
i nodded and followed behind clutching a hold of his hand. he peered down the corridors to check no body was there and swiftly walked out pulling me to his side. we stopped outside my classroom.  he gave me a small kiss and let go of my hand.
"it will be okay" he whispered then turned around and walked back to his class.