I was thinking during time, that maybe that was all. Maybe I should stop what's going on between us. Was there something going on between us to begin with? Delusional.
I confronted her about it.
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But she said, she has no boyfriend. I was so sad that time, I didn't know what to react or say. I didn't know what to do. I didn't know if I should believe what she said. Mind was in a hazy state that time.
She explained that she only posted those because she was fond of flowers.
In the morning, I woke up. I checked my phone and I saw that messages from her. I noticed that slept again in the middle of the conversation and it was the first time, I never felt sorry for sleeping that early. I didn't know how to contain the heavy feeling that night and I was thankful I was able to sleep.
There was still sadness creeping but I was already cool that morning.
I just can't bare ignoring her. I care for her so much. And I just thought that who am I to be pissed of what I saw. We are nothing. We didn't have the real score between us. I didn't have the right to be jealous.
Trying to be civil with her. I didn't mind anymore if she has boyfriend or nah, I just wanted her. I want her constant replies. I want just only her. Call me selfish and delusional but what can I do?
I fell.
Damn I fell to the poser. I fell inlove with her. Only her.
Is there any way out? nvrmnd, I wont bother looking for a way out though because I'll live this moment with her.
I wont ask something in return. I'll just keep on caring and loving her.
There were a lot of times I thought of courting her. But it is so informal to ask her in here, one of the social media platforms.
She's the girl worth asking in personal. I wanna ask her formally in person. Soon enough when I have an Engr. before my name, I'll fly and go to her, bringing her wherever she wanna go.
Damn it has been a year already since she first chatted me.
Been a tough year. She shook my world. She created wave to my calm sea.
