𝒎𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒊𝒂𝒔 𝒇𝒂𝒊𝒓 𝒘𝒆𝒍𝒍

𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒎𝒃𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒔𝒆𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒕𝒔

"he lightly kisses you, at that moment of time, life was good, infact it never had been better. you just got out of a toxic relationship and had spent a whole year with the boy who made you feel appreciated, made you laugh, made you cry, made you smile and made you feel happy. your life was set for another 10 years, you could see in your future, being married, having babies and traveling with the one you loved."

you thought wrong love, maybe next time

life got bitter in the flash of a second.

heavy breathing

the same night you and mattia celebrated your 1 year dating, changed into your 1 year dying. mattia has been waiting for the time to drug you, with the help of your ex. two toxic fellas really do think alike.

tragic.

the man you thought you could trust ended up being the man you could bust.

you wake up from sudden pain, locked up with roped and tape over your mouth. the room was pitch black and smelt dusty from top to toe. your phone is on a bench above you, handcuffs are attached to your wrists. you manage to grab your phone, you see 306 calls from ale, 134 texts from katie and 87 voicenotes from kai. you check your snap and see this

the name robert has taunted me ever since we broke up. it all made sense, they drugged me to forcefully loose my virginity to robert.
you open your messages from katie

ale and kai block you, knowing that your whole reputation came crashing down. looks like you arent the sweet and sexy girl anymore, more like the sevigny and slutty girl in others eyes. you felt relentless pain everywhere, you give the most blood curdling scream which attracts mattia and robert to approach.
"looks like the babygirl woke up" rober says
"thanks bro, it was so worth it" mattia replies indirectly to you getting drugged.
"imma head out yo, lmk if you need anything" mattia says
"aight, i gotchu" robert replies
mattia leaves the room and your surrounded by darkness.
you manage to take the tape of your face
"your all mine" robert exclaims
"get the fuck off of me you pervert, we were never meant for eachother" you scream
"listen to me, you whore, dont deny the fact that you fucked me, even if you were drugged."
you remain silent as he takes of your ropes
you were naked from head to toe and had hickeys all over you.
he stars fingering you gently before he puts it in without hesitation. you cry whilst hes putting it in, knowing your going to be pregnant. you get the tendency that he has no right to be doing this to you, you try to pull him off of you but hes pinned you to stilts at the back of the wall which made it impossible to get out of the situation. you dose of for a couple hours whilst robert works his magic. you wake up and have nothing attached to your, to put it more clearly,
youre free
hopefully for good
you put your clothes back on, leave the room and close the door, making sure to not forget your phone. yoh realize that its a school day so you rush back into the room to change. you knew everyone was going to hate you the second you walk into that building do you really wanted to skip school, but you decide to go as you would get messages for being a pussy if you didnt attend school. none the less, you kinda are a pussy, not to mention that you enjoyed robert fucking you over.
at this point you dont give a fuck about what to wear for school so you stick with wearing a hoodie, mattias hoodie, and jeans. you gave your hair a slight brush. you head out the door and walk pass friends from middle school who have heard the rumour of you apparently cheating on mattia.
"omg shes so lonely now, how pathetic" said an old friend from middle school.
you try to cover yourself with the hood from your hoodie and get to school. half way to the walk to school, you feel really nauseous and you really need to pee. you think back a couple seconds and realize that you could be pregnant again. this time you were definitely going to keep the baby but you knew the father was robert. you get to school and see that nobody is there. you wait a couple minutes as you think you might be early but no one arrived.
"its a sunday, why is she at school" said a stranger walking past the street
you check your phone and the other secret has been revealed.
mattia probably switched the time on your phone to make you think its a school day.
"what a fucking loser" you say directly to mattia

you walk back to your house but feel something or someone touch your arms and pull you backwards. you turn your head around and see mattia and alvaro. they drag you into the school building. as you were about to question them, they cover your mouth and just as they did before, they out you in rope, handcuffs and tape. they switch of all the lights and stars abusing you by throwing things at you, cutting you etc. you feel a sharp pain in your stomach which could possibly mean you might have lost the baby. they put you too sleep for you to stop crying and they finish you up by leaving you in the room till the next day.
"oh shi-, my hoodie" mattia takes his hoodie but hesitates
"damn, i feel bad for her but i cant tell her why im doing this shit, why is life so difficult" mattia says to himself
"bro, are you coming or are you just going to stand there" robert asked
they leave the room and your sruck there till the next day of school.
the next day you wake up and miss first period. your shoved in one of the lockers. you get out and everyone is laughing at you but you couldnt give a single fuck.
"damn, i miss her confidence" mattia says to himself
you get to second period and see mattia. normally you would sit with him but you tried to avoid him.
class is over and you have free period next.
you go to the cafeteria as your starving but you get stopped by mattia.
"hey, i am so so-" mattia says whilst getting cut off by robert
"wtf are you doing, talking to a slut" robert shouts
"yo chill, i was telling her how much of a whore she is" mattia hints a lie although those words broke you down. that little bit of sympathy you had was gone. you wanted it all to end. so you did exactly that, pretty self explanatory if you ask me.
after school you grab a bottle opener from the cafeteria, hide in the bushes till it gets late and slit your wrist. sexy, sweet y/n turned into sophisticated, sad y/n.
you collapse to the ground taking a few of your so called last breaths before you supposedly die.

the next day

you hear a siren and you try to open your eyes but you cant. you feel something holding your hand...

mattia?