Perks Of Attachment ✔️

That's what life is!

Well I'm really sorry for the late update I was keeping unwell. So here's the new chapter hope the wait is worth and I hope I did not deviate from the story line as it's been long.

For the old readers who have already read this part I've written in bold from where the changes are so do give a read. So please scroll down!! **Puppy face**

It's been a day since Sidharth left and everyone were now back to their work. Shehnaaz came to naina and cried her heart out and told her not to say anything to sidharth by taking a promise from her and ofcourse Naina gave in. Sidharth is her brother but right now shehnaaz was not in a good state and she needed her more.

What we tend to forget is emotions are emotions whether for a girl or a boy, they just have different ways to show their emotions. In the case in which shehnaaz and sidharth were both needed someone right by their side and shehnaaz had but sidharth didn't.

On reaching the airport sidharth went to the washroom and punched the walls of the washroom. He was frustrated, sad and felt dejected and miserably wanted to cry but he couldn't do anything. He just couldn't vent out his emotions. He was not in a state and didn't know whom to talk so that he could vent out what he was feeling.

He boarded the flight in no time and called his mom informing about the take off. Sidharth just slept during the whole flight. He was hating himself for doing what he did to shehnaaz but he did it for his and her own good. He knew he would end up hurting her but it is better to end something which will give you a constant pain rather than keep on holding.

He loved her and he loves her and will continue to love her but the one reason for the distance he created was his possessiveness. He knew he would end up questioning not her but about the co actors. He trusted her but he didn't the environment and the people around.

(Hello hello no offense!! Just a fiction and just an imaginary man's pov!!)

Reaching Berlin the first thing he did was to inform his mom. He eagerly wanted to know how is shehnaaz and whether she is around or not. And he heard her voice and he felt nice. He wanted to talk to her but he couldn't so he hung up the call. Berlin some what suffocated him. He didn't feel any warmth from the city nor did he feel homely.

Lost in his thoughts he booked a cab for himself and went to his maasi's house. The sole purpose for choosing Germany was that the charges of staying will cost him zero and plus the college it was in top 20 colleges. The distance from the airport to his house was approx 45-50 minutes. He took out his phone and opened his gallery. He was never into clicking pictures. According to him the "memories created were to be stored in heart and mind and not on phone"

But shehnaaz was just the opposite and because of that his phone was filled with their pictures cuddling, kissing, hugging and one where he gave her front piggy ride, yes that's what shehnaaz said babbyy please if not back aap front hi de do please, mai koi badmashi nahi karungi pukka. . That day Shehnaaz was adamant on a front piggy ride, he smiled on that picture, well a cozy picture according to him which was clicked by naina. Hiding from naina she did kiss his neck at intervals and like hers he too had a weak spot which was his neck, and she smirked every time doing that challenging him. And he raised his brows accepting the challenge. And that day was a bliss making her crave for him and take her to her higher point. To the point where she begs him to take her.

"Say you want me love" said sidharth

"Sidh..aa..rrtthh please" she moaned

"Say baby you say and you get it" said sidharth again

"Ye..yes I..wan..t" she sttutered