I think he's awesome!
But i immediately felt the fiery woman inside me finding the nervous man in front of me...inadequate. Not enough. Not good enough.
"You look...ugh..lovely" my blind date said to me quietly.
It was so sweet of him to say that.
Especially since all you're wearing is your 3 year old musty jeans and bland t-shirt!
Crap, i was hoping with all my heart that the Dragon had been sleeping for this date. This was my first blind date ever. I wanted it to be a good one. Plus, its summer...i would love to have a beautiful relationship in summer.
You want passion. Not a child's play.
"Thank you so much" i politely said to him over the clattering and clunking of the cafe.
I noticed his cool black glasses. "I love your glasses" i told him.
He let out a smile and relaxed. Gosh, just that tiny amount of relaxation from him...made him more...attractive.
"But you still look like a five-year old" the Dragon took control of me and didn't let go!
"I mean isn't your puberty over yet?" i laughed out loud. The boy just stared at me, obviously hurt.
Just stop please, i thought to my inner Dragon. Please stop. Your being mean.
"um, OK..OK" he said to me while looking down at his empty side of the table. I took a deep breath of relief, hoping that the Dragon had stopped.
Just before i could say sorry to the innocent boy, the Dragon chimed in one last time...
"Your boring me!" she shouted using my voice!
I mentally moaned at her! Why was she intentionally making my life hell?!?
In that moment, everything moved in fast motion. The boy slid out of his yellow cushioned chair and with a slam of the door...i was left alone...with the Dragon. Again. I wanted to cry. Seriously
Seriously....be serious Errexia! You know you're destiny...our destiny isn't to waste time looking for pitiful things like love. You and me are destined to fight! Fight with fire!
I grabbed my black hand bag and tucked my chair into the table. With more anger and resentment, i whacked the cafe door shut and walked by home. On the way home, my head stayed down in sadness. I was tired of this to and fro with the Dragon inside me. The being that was at times powerful enough to take control of me. It was so difficult to get my own way when i was living in a constant game of tug of war.
Well one day...you'll love me!
Her voice...the Dragon's voice was very harsh. But almost protective. She even had times of charisma.
She had been apart of my life since birth. She was the reason i had been kicked out of 10 schools and...yeah 3 nurseries.
She was no guardian angel.
More like a:
Guardian demon!
I wish i could just restart my lif- CAAAAAAAAAW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
A cry attacked my ears! Oh my LORD!
Run! Run! You idiot!
The Dragon's rude tone did not help the continuous cry of the unknown/UN-seeable creature.
Plus, there was no other being in the area, dead or alive, apart from me...
And of course The Dragon Inside Me....
Thank you so much for reading the first chapter of this new story. Its an original of mine! :D I dedicated to my lovely lovely lovely FRIEND/WRITING PARTHNER iceycube because she IS JUST BRILLIANT AND INSPIRES ME. Her comical and genius ideas inspire me. I really hope you love this story when you read it, icey.
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FELLOFFthehill
P.S The italics is the thoughts of the Dragon inside Errexia.
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The Dragon Inside Me.
Teen FictionTwo beings. One body. Errexia Griddoria was as unusal as her own name. She was done with the trying to fit in phase of her journey. She had gone past the point of wanting an ordinary life and all that bullshit. How could she be normal when inside of...
