Harry's POV-
Here I am standing in Mitch and Sarah's house with Mitch and Sarah laughing right at my face. "It's honestly not that bad'' I looked amused at the two.
"Harry you look like a banana with a purple stem" she chuckles leaning back into Mitch.
"It's Guc-" I start "it's Gucci, yes Harry you have told us about twenty times now." Mitch interrupts with a small smile. I cross my arms and glare softly.
"I need a drink before I go. I don't know how I'm gonna survive tonight '' I say with a soft sigh. Sarah leans towards me and puts her hands on my shoulders.
"Harry, just because you look like a very stylish banana doesn't mean your whole night is ruined. Plus maybe someone will find your suit hot" She smirks at me but I just roll my eyes.
Mitch sighs "alright one drink then we will drop you off at the brits so you can kick ass with hopefully some new awards".
We all step into the living room with a bottle of my favorite whisky I left at their house a while back. Sitting down I have a lingering sense of loneliness seeing Mitch and Sarah cuddle up next to each other. Don't get me wrong I love hanging out with the fuckers but they do make me feel like a third wheel at times. They whisper and giggle like a love sickened high school couple. I stare out the window in yearning. After I and Camille broke up a little over a year ago I haven't exactly been the same as fans have noticed and many close friends. But getting my feelings out into music made me feel tons better like I had some sense of closure. Yet that doesn't mean I don't tend to miss our relationship at times like now. Perhaps not her exactly but the feeling of constantly having someone there for you... the excitement and comfort. I quickly downed my remaining whisky and shook the thoughts away.
Are you ready Harry?" Mitch's voice shook the silence.
"Yeah let me go to the bathroom then we can go. '' I gave them a small smile as I started to wander to the bathroom.
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"Anddddd here we are my lady," Mitch says in a mocking posh British accent, with the loud shouting outside from fans and paps slightly being drowned out. I chuckle and glance up from the phone to Sarah and Mitch's soft gaze.
"Thanks again mate, I wish you guys could come with me. Considering I wouldn't have an album without you guys." I start to unbuckle my seat belt shaking slightly hoping no one notices. Sadly that hope was shot down immediately as Mitch looked at my hands worriedly.
"Harry you will be alright. I and Sarah will be watching from home and so will Anne and Gemma. Jeffery is already inside waiting for you, no need to worry." Mitch says with a small smile.
Gemma was supposed to come with me as my plus one. But plans changed with her work so she's staying home with mum.
"I take a deep breath and smile "You're right mate, thank you so much".
"Now go kick-ass like you always do" Sarah smiles widely at me. I take one more moment enjoying the slight peace and comfort of my friends before stepping out of the car.
Any peace I had then was quickly squashed along with my short buzz from my drink earlier as I quickly stood up from the car. Many flashing cameras and shouting fans look my way. I tap my hand on top of the car a couple of times signaling to Mitch he can go. Most celebrities prefer showing up to the brits in luxurious cars or limos but I felt most comfortable in Mitch's small Mercedes. A couple of security guards waiting outside of the car shows me the way to the red carpet nearby. I wasn't having the best week considering the press is being a real bitch lately, so I just wanted to get by as fast as possible. I said hi to a couple of fans before going inside to a more peaceful environment. I loved my fans don't get me wrong but sometimes they are just a bit much. I would do anything for them considering I wouldn't be where I am without them and they do love me. Honestly, it doesn't help my narcissism at all but they seem to love it. Stepping through the venue's doors I felt much more at ease considering I saw Jeff sitting down not too far away from where I was standing. Of course, on my way over to my seat, I was stopped by a few friends of mine which were quite nice considering I have been extremely busy the past couple of months. So it's been hard to see people in person let alone a solid phone call. After ending my short conversation with Ed I tried my best to rush over to my table unnoticed but considering my bright yellow suit it was a bit tricky. All of a sudden someone slightly pushed into me and I heard a similar thick Irish accent
"aye watch where you're going mate- oh Harry sorry I didn't see you there, how are you?" Nialls eyes widen slightly as he comes into eye contact with me.
"Woah what are you wearing mate? Sorry, no hate you know treat people with kindness and all" he chuckles. But when he realizes what he just said he clears his throat as the dust of pink shows on his cheeks. "I'm so sorry I think me and lewis had a bit too much Guinness down at the pub before showing up" he laughs loudly.
I roll my lips hiding my smile before answering "I'm alright just been quite busy with everything and it's nice to see you... it's been a while" I say letting go a bit.
"Yeah I feel you mate, have you talked to the other boys at all recently?" he asks coolly.
"I talked to Lou the other day! Freddie is staying with Eleanor and him right now so he's just focusing on them currently," I say with a comforting smile.
"Yeah I talked to Liam the other day too and the same thing as Louis with Maya and Bear, did you know he is going to propose soon actually?" he asks.
"Yeah he texted me the other day and I'm insanely happy for him! We gotta all get together soon. Maybe we could even see how Zayn and Gigi would feel about that.¨ I say with a nostalgic feeling.
Niall chuckles before saying "That sounds incredibly mate but I think it's funny how it's always us ending up alone. It makes no sense! Considering we are the best looking by far, you right below me..." he says the last bit hoping I didn't hear.
I look at him with an amused smile
"excuse me Niall? You can't lie to my face mate" he just laughs loudly for a couple of people to glance at us with weird looks.
"Lets catch up some more later and keep that dinner in mind. Nice seeing you mate" He says with a large smile patting my back.
"Of course Nialler, talk to you later.¨ I say with a soft smile as he starts walking towards Lewis. Feeling much better, I can finally sit down next to jeff. He looks at me with a large smile
"Harry so glad to see you, how are you mate?" He says leaning into a side hug.
"I'm alright, I'm alright, I just need a drink.¨ I say with a soft sigh. He glances at me reaching over the table to grab a bottle of wine.
"Of course mate, just relax a bit. It will be over before you know it¨ He smiles handing over a glass of wine. I just glance at him while taking small sips of wine.
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I'm so excited to write this book! I just wanna say thank you to my friends who pushed me to write this books and the amazing cover made by my friend Jo❤️ -Love to flowers
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