empty words

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The weather is shallow, with crisp morning air. The sky is still dark when I board the bus for school, and the birds are still silent. But there is no need to go into detail, for this is our story. Yes, ours. I must've tricked you when you clicked on this story. You clicked on this story to escape reality, to escape your parents fighting, the 53 missing assignments due, the urge to close your eyes, or maybe even to feel loved. There, their hun. I may have exposed your true intentions but that doesn't mean I can't provide an escape still. Just stay with me for a moment, stay with me as we rot away from the sun. For God knows you're laying in bed with heavy dark circle bags are your face illuminated by the dim screen. The beauty of you is your hopelessness, it truly is a masterpiece. To the normal eye, you'd appear serene and full. But thank god my eye isn't any average eye. I can see your panic and the fact you're slowly falling apart. I could hear your heart skip a beat every time you were astonished by my accuracy. But fear not, your reaction is normal. The attention you are receiving is abnormal though. Don't be scared, don't leave just yet. We are both looking for the same thing. An Escape. 

I know it's not fair, but I know everything about you. I know the thoughts of you ending your life are always there. Always. I think that's beautiful, I think your scars are beautiful. I know your skin craves to be touched, you are touch starved. For even a hand on your face would satisfy you the slightest. I know for a fact your room is filthy, your clothes are scattered, cups everywhere, and trash surrounding your garbage. You're a mess, aren't you? But I guess that's beside the point. Hey, can I ask you a question..? Either way, I'm going to ask it- what's your average screentime? That just backs up my point. You're a mess, you're slowly letting go, and I admire that.  This is how it all starts, damn it. You've sparked my attention, and now our average teenage love story begins. On that note, I know your sleep schedule is pretty shitty, so I'm going to need you to get some sleep, okay? I wouldn't be able to sleep if I knew you were restless. So get some sleep and a new chapter of the story will await you.