ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛʜᴀɴ ʙᴇꜱᴛꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅꜱ?

-chapter 2-

*play drivers liscense when i tell u to sorry idk how to add a song or else you'll ruin the fun*

-time skip to 1 week later-

blair's pov-

Inhale, and exhale was what i thinking as I was in my car with louis driving. listening to : driver's license by Olivia rodrigo. 

 This literally described the situation that happened a year ago

flashback 

PLAY SONG NOW

❝ I got my driver's license last week❞

louis was busy with something. he couldn't meet me, i wasnt oblivious i knew he was with her.

❝Just like we always talked about❞

❝Cause you were so excited for me❞

he always wanted us to drive around at 3am and do crap shit

❝To finally drive up to your house❞

i was in love with him back then and it hurt me to think that he was with her.

❝But today I drove through the suburbs
Crying 'cause you weren't around❞

so i kept driving around as my tears overflowed and my mascara smeared all over my face.

who was her? well she was roxanne 

❝And you're probably with that blonde girl
Who always made me doubt
She's so much older than me
She's everything I'm insecure about❞

yep perfect pretty amazing roxanne.

❝And I know we weren't perfect but I've never felt this way for no one❞

he didnt like me back but i did and long story short i ignored him for 2 months until roxanne cheated on him and they broke up. 

he's had had a lot of gf's 

Charlotte

Abi

Heidi

Brianna 

and then the last one roxanne.

while i've never had a boyfriend. 

flashback ends

i now have tears in my eyes  but they dry up before louis takes notice.

"hey you okay ?" he asks as i sniffle a bit. "yeah" i say looking out of the window.

the definition of yeah: no bc i just had a flashback of when i used to like you and you liked roxanne.

I got out of the car  and he did too. I walked towards the center where we were going to audition.

i suddenly felt a hand grab mine. I looked back to see that it was louis. i just kept walking until we went in and waited for about an hour as i went on my phone and on insta. millie bobby brown had posted a picture. honestly i never really liked her, she just didn't give me the right vibes ( a/n: know that she's my irl idol tho)