The Perfect MESS *ONGOING*

Chapter one

[Edited]

Your skies are dark

and days are grey

because you have no love

to light your way.

~Crystal R.Kordell

Jamaica Ave, New York

It was a cold night, the cold breeze touched her soft face which was drowned in her actual thought of depression, she knew this was her normal life. however, she wants her life like everyone's. It's her dream, it's her big wish -but this wouldn't come true. 

She had her parents but not like everyone's parents, everybody says being a single daughter to their parents is a gracious gift, but for her? They were the cruel parents in the world, she is quite charming, an adorable and admirable girl, opposite to her parents. her father is an alcoholic and her mother is the avarice of money

Her amber eyes were seen to be full of devastation. Disha miller, is a demure, a little innocent, captivating -classy girl, a middle-class, well-mannered, Indian girl who lives in New York. she doesn't know how she came here?? And why was she brought up here??. She loves her paternal father. At her high school age, her grandpa used to pay her school fee..in between her cruel parents her grandpa was an affectionate person. 

He pours every love into his granddaughter .and she loved him the way he used to love her. she shares everything with her grandpa.in other words, her grandpa is her soul friend. She used to share everything, her pains, her sorrows, and her grandpa used to stand by her side. He supports her. after his death. she becomes fully shattered. after the dreadful incident. there is no one to console her. there is no one to give her affection, care, love, everything. Now she had only her hatred of her parents.

 She had her friends, but she doesn't disclose any family matters. although they know her situation, they support her, they care for her. after her paternal father's death. her friends become her everything

Disha's POV:

After A long exhausting day, I entered my hell home, and my vicious mother stopped me, "Hey, wait. where is your salary?? you know this is the first day of the month right?? so give it girl!!". I drag the money out of my bag and I give it to her with a sigh...I know this is a routine life for me. A new month starts...she starts to crave for the money

she counted the money...oh gosh!! Something terrible is going to happen. She's going to yell at me because of the missing 100$. which I spent to buy a new leather jacket. unexpectedly I lost my old jacket somewhere.so I need to buy that. 

suddenly she lashed out on a verge of anger with a ranting noise, "Hey, you bloody girl !!! wait!! Where are the remaining dollars?? What did you do?? I'm not a dumbass like you !! understand ?? I'm not an imbecile. tell me what did you do with it??."

I cleared my throat and I told her, "mom, actually I...I lost my old jacket somewhere else...that's why I spent it to buy a new leather jacket" I told in a sudden hurry and started walking, running, whatever...just want to escape from a horrific scene. but she is fast, she dragged me and pushed me towards the table. 

what the heck is going on? she pushed me!! how dare she??. my throat becomes parched and my eyes are filled with fresh tears. I blink back the tears to prevent them from spilling. I pressed my lips aggressively. ouch!! my back is hurting. how could a mom do this to her child??.is she doesn't have any feelings for me? is she doesn't love me? 

no. she doesn't love you .she doesn't care for you. she is such a witch, never cared any freaking things about you. such a bastard woman. I hate her from the core.