Sinfully Yours

Chapter 6 - Clouded Mind

Deans POV

As I stared into her hazel eyes I only saw one thing, sadness.

She had so much sadness mixed with fear. If she only knew all the damage she had been causing herself the last couple of years.

I had to leave, I couldn't be infront of her anymore while holding a gun towards her. Before I put the gun down she came up and grabbed it pressing it against her forehead. I was taken back, in all my years of living this life not once have I seen someone have the guts to just look me in the eyes and encourage me to shoot them.

"go ahead, end my fucking life you'd be doing me a favor" she gulped

Oh Morgan, if you only knew what you were truly asking for.

For once in my life I hesitated. I was shaken up and taken completely out of focus, fuck this.

I brought the gun down in anger and just gave her a stern look "Your fucking doing the job and that's that" I breathed.

I quickly passed by her not wanting any snarky comment from her mouth honestly,  I don't think I could've handled it at that very moment. I shut the door behind me quickly and heard light sobs, I was surely not expecting that.

She finally cracked a bit and here I was nowhere near her, I wanted nothing more than to advise her, comfort her even.

What the fuck was I thinking?

I Dean Storm, head of the Scorpions could never have the heart to comfort someone. I was this cold and ruthless killer. I didn't have time to be soft, especially soft for a girl.

That night when she bumped into me and I saw how drunk she truly was I could've easily taken advantage of her, when I saw her trip I could've let her fall and eaten the floor but something in me reached out and caught her in time. That was the most attention I'd given anyone in the good sense that wasn't for the purpose of collecting my payment.

That same night I couldn't stop thinking about her so I admit I had my men search her up, stupid I know. I had learned so much about her, and I was astounded at the way she had allowed her life to crash that hard to the ground.

The next night I had to collect debt from William Scott who I already knew was her trash of a boyfriend. He owed me more than 100k, I saw him running after her and calling her, I had heard the drama of him apparently doing something wrong by  deceiving her, out of all the people why her? I knew that was my shot to get at him, then I see her turning around again and I almost forgot why I was even there to begin with.

I saw the way she had straightened her hair, the way that black dress she wore how hugged her curves and was still somewhat modest despite how short it was. I also saw the way her eyes held so much pain and anger. It made me hard to say the least, but we're not emphasizing on that right now. Then I see who I assumed was Penelope from what I've read from Morgan's files who stepped out. The last thing I expected was for Morgan to tackle her down and punch her, and did I mention I was hard? Because at this point I was so turned on I was ready to pick Morgan up and throw her into my limo to take her right then and fucking  there.

I had to shake my thoughts for a second to recap and remind myself why I was there. I found it humorous when William wanted to give up Penelope, and her face on when I called her a tramp. Then when she mentioned Morgan a little bell rang in my head, I could get her closer to me. I could know her, figure her out and why she had chosen this life for herself rather than the one she could've had. But I wasn't letting dick face off the hook so easily, Morgan was worth more than 100k, so I'd agreed I'd take her but he still owed me the half so, I'd be expecting 50k.

I knew she was going to be tough to handle, my men had to literally man handle her just to put her into my limo. What a sight indeed, when she held her guard higher than ever with me I couldn't help but smirk and be slightly annoyed at the same time. I admit I love a challenge but I didn't like when someone didn't follow my orders, and she fell right in-between that fine line of my patience.

Once we got out of the limo I had enough, it was time to show her who was the boss. I grabbed her and yet she still defied me so, i took matters into my own hands and threw her over my shoulder. I was tempted to spank her, and once I threw her on that bed, I wanted nothing more than to rip that little dress off and make her scream my name but, she was different. I couldn't allow myself to be so careless over someone that at the end I didn't know, and I sure as hell was not going to let her know how I feel. Not her, not anyone. I don't do emotions clearly by my choice of lifestyle.

But today, fucking today after doing all of that and testing me with that gun. I had lost it, I knew I had to build my walls up higher, I would get to know her at a distance, and I will say she had poke my interest highly but, she's under my roof, under my rules after all.

As all of the thoughts came crashing in on me in one sitting, I stood at the balcony of my room, I held on to the railing in anger. Morgan Rise I will know you, and you will definitely know me.

My phone rings and I pick it up without checking the ID. I knew it was another collection to be made.

"Boss, we are needed at Club X for collection" Leo says.

Leo, one of my most trusted guards and one of my bestest friends since we were playing in the sandbox.

"Got it Leo, check all routes, follow the usual procedures and take extra precautions. We have an adjustment as to how debt will be collected now"

"Will do boss, taking additional precautions" he breathed, I hang up and slide the phone back into my pocket.

I exit the balcony and entered the hallway  once again, I had to prepare her more than ever, she had no idea what her job entails.

Ms. Rise, tonight you'll really know who I am.

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