Don't you remember ~ Drarry fanfiction

~2~

 1 year later

I woke up in a messy, very dusty room and I remembered that I was with the Weasley's and today was Fleur and Bill's wedding. I had a dream about the last time I saw Draco. Suddenly I felt cold and I missed his warm hands on my body. But I ended it myself. Because it wasn't possible anymore. I've told him so many times, but he wouldn't listen. I guess he's just so stubborn as I am. Anyway, yesterday was a weird day. I was eating my breakfast and Ginny was searching for eye contact the whole time. I smiled at her when our eyes met and every time she blushed and looked away. I could definitely say that she was in love with me. Ginny was a gorgeous girl, and I could easily fall in love with her. So strong and determined. But I already gave my heart to someone else. I still wish every day that I didn't fell in love with him. I was meant to go wrong. We just couldn't stay together. When I thought of him again, Ron waked me up from my thoughts by telling me that Ginny wanted to show her room. I nodded and quickly walked to the purple door with a sign that said Ginny in elegant letters. I knocked and Ginny opened the door with a smile. 'Hey Harry! Thank you for coming, hehe.' She laughed nervously and then stepped out the way so that I could see her room. It was tiny, but cozy and colorful. She closed the door while I looked at her Quidditch posters. 'Are you fan of the Holyhead Harpies?' She nodded and smiled. Then she put her finger on one of the players and said: 'She's my favorite.' She looked back at me and I looked into her blue eyes. Suddenly she grabbed my face with her soft hands and came closer with her head. My heart pounded faster and I got a flashback.

'So this is where I sleep.' His raspy, but soft voice echoed through my head. I grabbed his waist and pulled him on the bed. He was surprised and I used that to grab both his wrists and bring them together above his head. My heart pounded in my chest. He was so adorable. He grinned and looked into my eyes. His beautiful grey eyes distracted me and before I knew I felt his hands on my waist and I was the one who laid down on the bed, with no escape. He grabbed my wrists like I did with him a second ago and came closer with his head. I closed my eyes and enjoyed his warmth and his body on mine. 'Now you see who's the best, Potter.' he said. I bit my lip and grinned at him. His grip on my wrists tightened and he breathed heavily. He groaned.

'Oh, what the hell are you doing with me Potter?'

Then he attacked my lips and I felt butterflies in my stomach and a lot of excitement and tension through my body. At that moment I thought there was just the two of us, in a world of wonders. I felt like this was the best night ever.

When I opened my eyes, I still felt soft lips on mine. But they were not Draco's. Ginny had closed her eyes and I brought my hands to her hips. It felt wrong, but I had to forget Draco. I closed my eyes and kissed back. I cursed myself for the fact that I saw Draco flashing before my eyes. I saw his tight jawline, his grey eyes, especially the ones with big, black pupils of appetence. His blonde, almost white short hair that hang over his eyes when he just woke up next to me. Suddenly Ron burst open the door and was shocked from what he saw. Ginny and I quickly walked away from each other, like nothing happened, but Ron already noticed it. A small part in me was relieved that Ron came in, another, bigger part was afraid to think of the consequences.

Ron gulped and looked at Ginny, then at me, then at Ginny and frowned. Then he said with the most calmest voice that actually scared me:

'Harry, could you come with me please?'

I went with Ron to the garden and when he stood still, I waited for an outburst.

'What were you even thinking Harry?!'

I stared at the ground with no response.

'She's my sister!'

'It was... it was an accident....'

'Oh yeah? You fell and suddenly came with your lips on hers and your hands on her hips?!' he yelled sarcastic.

'She began.'

I knew that was a very childish answer but I just couldn't find any other arguments.

'Does that matter? I'm your best friend Harry, why are you doing this?!'

'I.. I'm not in love with her. She began and I...'

I wanted to confess him so badly that I missed Draco, I missed his lips on mine, and that's why I kissed back. That's all. One sentence. But I couldn't tell it. I just couldn't. It was our secret and even my best friend couldn't knew this. It was our secret. Even though we couldn't be together anymore, I still wanted to keep this a secret. Just for now.