Alright look, if you love me..
It's probably best to say it before my attention gets drained.
Cause apparently, all words really ain't solid.
Just coming from you
It's like they're refreshing aqua.
Silver's healing waters.
See no welling, you got me pondering
Why do you even bother dealing with this love sick author?
Like how'd I become your favorite when we never got up from fallin?
Oh ok
You're saying it's our mutual understanding, of how we knew our last relapse, should stay as our past.
Alright love
I got you
So why's it every time I'm on the come up, is when you decide to blow my phone up
Passive aggressively calling seeking for my advice?
Ironically, the issues you need a solution to are parallel, to the ones that I need fixing too.
So I'm entertained by your routine, with the hopes of it just being a coincidence.
Unfortunately, you always lure me into feeling like you're casting lines
As if you're fishing for hints, to where my present future lies.
Perhaps it's ya sloppy attempt to set a lick on a Marshan.
So now I gotta proceed with caution, every time you give that option of us being locked in.
Cause half of me is for it, yet the other keeps ignoring.
It's two ways I'm tugged, from this childish war we both love playing.
Lady let's face it
We know I'm your favorite
Pt2..
Love...
Be real, if only for just this once
If you seriously want to heal this wiltering thing between us
The frame of mind where we continuously apply strain on our hearts, needs to be rearranged.
How can you expect us to build, if we're constantly tearing each other apart from refusing to empty the carts we filled?
Filled with the mental hang ups, short comings, personal double standards, and hidden insecurities.
And as scary as this seems
We could discover ways to connect soul to soul
Based on reaching our peek as divine beings
Being the perfect versions of our eternal entities
Oh and by the way, I noticed how you already see the potential of my future in motion
I caught you loafin, during a session of midnight temple probing
I can't believe you really didn't even notice
You alone were my seasoned spring, that I nearly mistook for a happily ever lasting
So please keep your damsel in distress speech, for someone like Achilles
My only plead was hold me down while I sprout these wings
Just hold me down so I can fulfill our dreams, of having land truly fit for Marshan royalty
But you couldn't even do that for me
Truth be told, the universe looked out for me when that bridge collasped at sea.
Cause for real, this is becoming one of my most phenomenal catastrophes...
