Hi im just a 15 year old boy Emotions running wild and girls running laps in my mind i wake up at 7am to get ready for school i take a slow walk up to the bus stop wondering will i always be alone will i always be the one who when at a party with 100 people i hang out with the food will i always be the one who sleeps alone and cryes himself to sleep at night
I get to school with seconds to spare with a fake smile on my face i enter my first lesson i see her standing there i sit next to my lab partner he thinks im ok but im not. I cant take my eyes off her talking to anouther guy i feel a pain in my heart and try to stop the droplets running down my face i think i love her but i know she hates me if only i could start this year again and not look like an idiot if only i could tell her how i feel if only i was not scared to talk to her if only people knows how i feel why do i have to be this way
I lay in bed after a long day and hope tomorrow will be difforent but im always wrong.....
