gloom day

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So taylor has stayed at my house alot and we dont have school till September and its online so we can still spend time together

But taylor told me some sad news that he was going to la for 4 weeks and next month is just August and its only the beginning of July yesterday was July fourth best day but any way I was really sad that I didnt even talk to taylor wasnt even in a good mood

I went downstairs and sat on the stairs like I was in time out

Jm: what's wrong with you

Y: nothing

Jm: I'm calling your husband so he can cheer you up

Y: ok not that yet

Im: hey why hasnt taylor came for 3 days to the house

Y: he told he was going to la for a month and I got upset and hasnt talked him any

Jm: ok now I definitely calling him

Y: nooooo I was so close to crying I wasnt having a good day

I went and flopped on my bed I was wearing black sweats with one of Taylor's hoodies my hair in two braids and my glasses on

30mins later

I heard a knock on my door

Y: nooooo

T: hey what's wrong

Y: nooooooo

T: I'm coming in

I realized I forgot yo lock the door

He came on and sat at the end of my bed and rubbed my back

I love when he does that

T: hey what's wrong

Y: just not a good day

T: why what's wrong

Y: not feeling good been emotional idk I'm just not in the mood to do anything

Hes still rubbing my back

Y: and my foot is killing

I get the black thing of in 5 weeks

T: come here

He said patting his lap
I went and sat and I put my head in his shoulder

Y: why do you have to go to Cali

T: I have friends I'm gonna see and some social media stuff I promise I won't be hanging around any girls and I will ft every night

Y: I dont care about the girls part you have girls as friends I'm not gonna make you stop talking to them just cause were dating like kellianna (dont know if that's how you spell it)
Or Indiana there so nice and sweet idc who you hang around as long as I dont see any videos of you kissing a girl now that's a diffrent story

T: totally understand

Y; hey tay

T: yes Beb

Y: I love you

T: do you mean it

Y: absolutely I see you in my future and I need yo tell you now then a year later cause then it might not last long and if I didnt say I'd be lying to my self cause I fo love you and I'm not mad that your going to cali I just am going to miss you

T: I'll miss you to and I love you more

Y: IMPOSSIBLE

We both laugh and we cuddle and watch movies

Bryce and datri left two days ago back to there houses and tay leaves in 3 days

TIME SKIP YO WHEN HE LEAVES

The past three days were the best i got to spend them with my friends and boyfriend we didnt get to really do much do to the corona bitch

We were driving to the airport we were listening to music and singing along taylor with his hand on my thigh

We reached the airport and I suddenly got really sad I mean who wouldn't there boyfriend is leaven what am u supposed to do

I let a couple tear leave my eye taylor came up and hugged me and wiped my tears with his thumb

T: hey I'll be back sooner then you know it I promise to talk to you or contact you every day

I just hugged him really tight and I didnt want to let go

His flight got called and I started to cry more

T: hey hey it's ok one last hug

And I just lacged on and gave him a hug like there was no tomorrow

Y: I love you

T: love you I'll call you when I get there

He kissed me one last time and disappeared in the crowd of ppl

I got in the car and drove home crying i got to my house and unlocked the door since my mom was at work and i locked the door back and went to my room and flopped on my bed and cried

A/N TO BE CONTINUED

THERES GOING TO BE LIKE 5 PARTS TO THIS SO BEAR WITH ME SORRY FOR NOT POSTING TO DAYS IN A ROW MONDAT I DIDNT FEEL LIKE IT AND YESTERDAY I HAD AN EXAM TO TAKE THEN I GOT A NEW TABLET AND STYLIST TO LEARN HOW TO DO DIGITAL DRAWING BUT BY ILY 😘

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