𝟖𝟎𝐇𝐃.

𝟖𝟎𝐇𝐃 ; 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐮𝐞.

a/n: [TW] S*IC*DE ATTEMPT.

" Section 8 apartment and them babies need some fruit loops
Pampers and a bath cause they mamma smoking crack too
How you gone critique me, you industry
I'm in the streets, you out the streets
I murk the streets and murk the beat
I'm Hercules, no murkin' me "

NOBODY by GUCCI MANE played lowly on Neko's cracked up phone as he went live on Facebook.

" Ian neva felt dis closed off, on god. My own family don't fuck with me fo'real bruh.. These the same muthafuckas that's been faking shit with me like I won't gone notice after all these years. I kept quiet but this shit gettin' to me na'. " Neko spat, angrily as he paced around the room with a blade.

" And this shit right here ain't getting me nowhere.. " Neko smacked his lips and showed the blade to the 24 viewers on his live before attempting to slice his wrist again, for the fourth time but the blade was too dull.

He walked out of frame before coming back with a handheld pencil sharpener and screwdriver.

He used a screwdriver to loosen the screw out of the pencil sharpener before taking the blade out.

" Somebody tell my momma it ain't my fault I'm a disappointment and she ain't gotta say too much nomo cause I can't embarrass her if Ian hea'. And to my classmates, y'all ain't even gotta worry bout me, I'm foreva straight. " He said, tears in his eyes as he sliced his wrist deeply on live, letting the blood drip.

Neko wasn't at home.. He was at an abandoned house four blocks down from his mom's. She didn't care about his whereabouts, as long as he wasn't out 'making her look bad'

His views had now went up to 100 and the comments were jumping.

The fresh cuts were now bleeding heavily, making him feel lightheaded.. his breathing had got heavier and his vision became cloudy.

" Mane I can't feel my fuckin— " And with that being said, he passed out on live.

—

" My baby!!! " Angela cried, seeing her son covered in his own blood.

She loved Neko, she just didn't love him as much as she loved her first born. She couldn't imagine herself without Neko but she wanted to get rid of him. Angela was confused, she didn't know how to feel and somehow she couldn't bring herself towards loving both of her own equally.

—

ONE YEAR LATER:

" SIT THE FUCK DOWN! " Angela fussed at her 16 year old son, Neko, that continued to bounce from wall to wall.

Neko frustrated his birthgiver, she was always on the edge of her seat when it came to him.. She couldn't even look him in his face for too long without wanting to mistreat him for no reason.

Neko suffered from Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder (ADHD) which is a brain disorder that affects how you pay attention, sit still, and control your behavior. It happens in children and teens and can continue into adulthood..

ADHD can't be prevented or cured but spotting it early, having a good treatment and education plan can help a child/adult with ADHD manage their symptoms.

Neko is easily distracted, he'll make loud outbursts, he doesn't follow directions nor finish most assigned tasks, he doesn't seem to listen, he can't pay attention, he'll makes careless mistakes, he'll forget about daily activities, he has problems organizing daily tasks, he doesn't like to do things that require sitting still, he's careless, and he tends to daydream.

It wasn't that he didn't listen.. he just couldn't help what came over him because he was born that way.

It was more sacrificial than beneficial.. his grades would drop drastically because he couldn't get himself to focus.

" Aight, Damn! " He replied back before storming into his room, slamming the door and hopping onto his system, joining a random party.

Neko also suffered (IED) Intermittent explosive disorder, which is a lesser-known mental disorder marked by episodes of unwarranted anger. It is commonly described as "flying into a rage for no reason."

Neko is a troubled child, without the right guidance because nobody wanted to deal with him and his disorders.

To tell the truth, his mother barely wanted to deal with him.. She really didn't love him as much as she loved her first born, Haiden.

Haiden Gilmore, the first born and the golden child.

He did nothing wrong in Angela's eyes which made Neko self conscious when it came to the relationship between him, his mother and his brother.

The 'love' he received from anyone was fake. Nobody wanted to be around him and nobody was fuckin' with him fo'real.

He felt like an outcast because nobody could relate to him.. he knew he wasn't like the rest, he didn't want to be.. He just wanted to be loved but that dream crashed down when his mom started to halfheartedly love him.

— PEJADADON OUT.
#FREEGROOV. 💥