Draco Malfoy-The Boy I Love

Chapter 5

"W-what are you talking about?" I ask, feeling a wave of sadness and embarassment crashing over me. "I don't think it's good for us to talk or be friends anymore. It really isn't good for my reputation for me to be hanging out with a gryffindor. Non the less and Weasely." He says, looking everywhere except at me. "I- I don't understand...you're choosing your reputation over me?" I ask, tearing up and my nose starting to get a little runny. "Yeah, I'm so glad you get it!" He says, smiling then walking away like it was nothing. "Yeah?! Well I hope you're happy! Cause I sure am! I never even wanted to be your friend in the first place!" I say, storming past him. "Sure! Whatever you wanna believe!" he says, letting out a little chuckle.

*In the Gryffindor Common Room*

"Hey what took you so long?" Ron says, looking up while making a move in chess. He stops and stands up. "Hey what happened?" He says, walking up to me and pulling me into a hug. "Y-you were right..." I say, crying into his chest. "Right about what?" He says, pulling away and looking into my eyes. "About Malfoy." I say, tearing up more. "What do you mean? What did he do to you?!" He says, glancing over at Harry and Hermione. "What happened y/n?" Harry says, placing his hand on my back. "M-me and him have been friends and have been talking for a while now...and I went to go meet him in the courtyard. I wasn't actually using the bathroom, I was meeting up with him. He said that we can't be friends anymore or talk because it'll destroy his reputation because I'm a Gryffindor and a Weasely" I say, going into a sob. "I hate to say we told you so but...we told you." Hermione says, shrugging. "Hermione!" Ron says, glaring at her. "Sorry" She says, sitting down by the fireplace.

*The next day*

"Goodmorning!" Hermione says, shaking me to get me to wake up. "Go away." I say, turning over in attempt to shut her out and go back to sleep. "Get up!" She says pulling the blanket off of me. "I said go away!" I shout, throwing my pillows at her, yanking my blanket back over my cold body. "Geez...someone is a grumpy pants today!" She says, frowning. "Oh my gosh will you just shut up or go somewhere else?!" I say, kicking her off my bed. "Fine." She says, getting up and leaving the dorm.

I didn't really move or do anything then lay in my sorrows all day until dinner. "Hey where have you been?" Neville asks from across the table as I sit down. "I don't want to talk about it." I say, staring down and nowhere else. "Let the feast begin!" Dumbledor says as food appears in front of everyone at their tables. "Eat y/n" Ron says, handing me a roll. "I don't want to. I'm not hungry." I say, tossing the roll back into the basket. "I don't care if you're hungry or not, you need to eat!" Ron says, handing me another roll. "I really don't feel hungry Ron." I say, getting up. I hear two people snickering behind me as I get up. I turn around and it's Pansy and Draco. "watch this...Hello Weasely!" Draco says, laughing. "Leave me alone." I say, walking away and going back to the dorm. "I hope you're happy Malfoy" Ron says to Draco. "Harry, make her a plate of food for her room? She's gonna need it." "yeah of course." he says grabbing a plate and shoving a bunch of food on it while Ron follows close behind me.

"Hey, hey!" Ron shouts, stopping as I climb through the portrait to the common room. "You don't get to do this!" He says, running after me again. "I don't get to do what Ron?!" I shout, turning around trying not to cry. "You don't get to run from your problems! You don't get to hide from what you're scared of!" He says, walking swiftly to me as I collapse while in tears. "I c-can't do t-this anymore Ron." I say, sobbing to the point I can't even breathe.