Childhood love

--- 𝑶𝒌𝒂𝒚 ---

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We spent two years, two years acting like best friends and even if you didn't like me, a simple hello would be nice at the start.

How could you just pretend you didn't even know I existed. How we met each other everyday after school just to say goodbye was just my imagination.

You moved on quickly didn't you? I thought our feelings were mutual, how blind I was, right?

You had someone else fill the spot I so helplessly wanted to fill just like that. I'm okay.

It was like everything we did together was nothing and you threw away all our memories. I kept them for your sake though just in case you want them but I don't know how much longer I can keep remembering. 

Maybe it was because I was to cowardly to say anything to you, maybe that was my karma but I'm sorry. 

It's not like I'm sad or anything. I don't go crying in my room thinking how much I missed you or how much I wanted to just text you, you know?

I had so many years before you even became important to me, why should I cry over you?

Why should this hurt me?

Why should I feel attached when you weren't even mine?

I'm okay though. I really am, you know? 

-Childhood love