My Thugga

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Ari POV

So righ now im fuckin running with my god Damm cart tryna get to the bread aisle. Ion kno wtf going on but all I kno is my bestfriend betta not be gettin touch or I'm durnin this bitch to the fucking ground.

"Tae" when I got here I see this niggga talking to an lady tha I don't know, looks similar but I can't remember
"Ari come here"
"Wsp" I was near an the lady just look an smiled at me
"Umm Hey I'm Herbert mother" Huh
"😂 lady stop playing" I just laughed bc I don't want it to be true, but deep down I kno it is bc nobody call tha niggga Herbert😑
"I'm not, I just wanted to know how him an my grand baby doin, I kno I wasn't there when he needed me but I was just concerned about them" GRAND BABY I she fuckin liein
"Grand baby, you mean your youngest son"
"No my grand baby Jordan" my heart stop
"Ari,Ari" Tae keep calling me but all I could do was just stare at this lady, I kno she not liein but I just got lied to for almost stright 4 years 
"I wanna leave Tae"
"Umm Ari I'm not tryna start anything you an Herb have going on but, can you pls give Herbert my number pls. I wasn't there when he brought a kid home. I kick him out like a bad mother, I would want to make it up. I just wanted to thanks you for being there for him, an even Jordan even though your not his biological mother. In my eyes you are an I thanks you so much for being there for them." She said looking at me, she must not know that Herb was liein to me this whole time.

After that talk with Herb mother. I walked out while Tae checks out. I'm sitting in the car just thinking. What do I do next. Leave him, can't bc I don't want to leave Jordan. Who's actually Jordan biological mother. I been lied to the whole time. WHAT TF IMA DO. I don't know what to do. What if I confront Herb an he takes Jordan from me. OMG that can't happen. What if his biological mother wants to be back in Jordan life. What if the law make me give up my baby. What if I have to an he forgets about me.

*While Ari was thinking about the what if's, Tae was in the car just looking at her, not knowing what to say. He just gave her a big hug, while talking to her*

"It's going to be fine Ari" Tae keeps saying that but is it
"Is it Tae, his going to take Jordan from me"
"Ari he can't take anything in the law eyes your his mother just as much as Herb is his father" what about his biological mother
"What about his real mom what if they come together an take him, talking about they wanna be a family" I don't care about them I just want Jordan, I grow to love this baby like he's mines. I'll be Damm if I let them take him
"Ari let's be real okay, if they do. You would have to go with it it's no fightin bc wha if the mother went to go do things for her son to have a better life but Herb couldn't wait. Ari you would have to share Jordan if I comes down to it" I couldn't fight, bc he's righ wha if she went to do business. So Jordan can have a good life. But then again a regular job dont hurt. I get it though bc I would do anything for Jordan to live his best life, even if it's leaving him or being able to see him for a couple hours. So in the long run he won't what for nothing.

Tae POV
When we got home Ari cooked an went to hold Jordan. I don't even know what to do. Bc if they do take Jordan from Ari, there taking him from us. We grow to love him like he came out of Ari. His blood in our eyes. Just knowing that Herb lied the whole relationship. Don't make it no better. I never liked Herb, only tolerated him bc of Ari an Jordan. If anything does happen I hope. They don't take Jordan from us. Bc I know they can take him an not even let him look our way ever again. So if it comes down to it if we only get him for the summer I would be good, it won't be the same but an least it's something. Seeing him in the summer is better than not at all. Which I hope doesn't happen bc we need him, just as much as he need us.