Dreams || minwon ✔

Wonwoo heaved a deep sigh as he stared at Mingyu who was busy scanning his math notes. He could never understand why, why did he fall for Mingyu? Maybe because Mingyu is a perfect person. He was smart, from a reputable family, popular, has a lot of friends and handsome.

It was as if Mingyu was the epitome of perfection in this world.

Mingyu was someone so hard to reach. To Wonwoo, Mingyu was so close yet so far.

and to Wonwoo, Mingyu was so much more. He was more than just a typical school heartthrob who got straight As on his report card. Wonwoo could never explain why he fell for him, but he knew Mingyu was not just the Kim Mingyu that everyone knew.

to Wonwoo, Mingyu was a kind person who loves everyone around him. Before Wonwoo fell for Mingyu's looks, he first fell for Mingyu's soul.

Mingyu was pure and had so much love inside him. Unfortunately, he never gave that love to Wonwoo.

"Hyung, aren't you going to study? Exam seasons are near." Mingyu looked at Wonwoo who was clearly zoning out.

"yeah, sure." Wonwoo answered and flipped through his statistics book.

Even though Wonwoo was not in the mood to study, he just did. Because Wonwoo knew that this is the only way that he can spend time with the man that he loved.

"oh yeah, Minghao and I are going to the movies tonight so i can't walk you home." Mingyu uttered, not sparing a glance at Wonwoo.

Wonwoo felt his heart had cracked when Mingyu mentioned Minghao's name. The name alone of the man that Mingyu loves made Wonwoo's heart shatter into pieces. As if a fragile glass had fallen off. Even if Wonwoo was with Mingyu, the latter couldn't stop talking about the guy who stole his heart.

Wonwoo wondered why, why did Mingyu not love him back? When Wonwoo was there all the time, he was with Mingyu when the younger was at his lowest. Wonwoo wondered what and where is his place in Mingyu's life.

Why did Mingyu look for someone else when all this time, Wonwoo was just waiting for him. He was waiting for Mingyu to look and notice him, not just a friend but as someone even more special.

"okay." Wonwoo answered.

Wonwoo heaved a deep sigh once more and packed his things and stood up making Mingyu look at him in confusion.

"where are you going?" Mingyu asked.

"I'm taking a rain check today since I'm not feeling well, I'll just see you tomorrow." Wonwoo waved goodbye and walked away when suddenly he felt a strong grip that grabbed him on the wrist.

"want me to take you home? I still got plenty of time." Mingyu offered and looked at the wall clock of the library that says it was still 5 pm.

"no, i can manage. I'll just see you tomorrow." Wonwoo smiled and pulled his hand from Mingyu's touch. The older man already waved goodbye, leaving Mingyu inside the cold and quiet library.

when Wonwoo arrived at his apartment, he already felt the loneliness lingered through the apartment walls. he was back at the place where he's the most vulnerable with his thoughts.

"should i hold on gyu?" Wonwoo muttered as he plopped himself on the soft mattress of his bedroom.

Wonwoo fixated his gaze at the ceiling above him. As he heaved a deep sigh, he imagined Mingyu caressing his cheeks. He longed for Mingyu's touch, he wanted to hear Mingyu's voice calling out for his name.

Wonwoo covered himself with the thick white sheets and sobbed. He closed his eyes and he was confused as to why...

Why won't Mingyu love him back?