EMILY POV
SCHOOL；(noun) HELL
"WAKE THE FUCK UP EM! OR YOU'll BE LATE FOR SCHOOL AGAIN," 'Fuck. School I don't want to go' I thought while wrapping myself in a blanket 'maybe mom's overreacting it's probably super early and I can just sleep another 10 minutes before getting up' " EMILY ROSS IT'S ALREADY 8:10 IF YOU DONT GET UP NOW, I WILL TAKE AWAY YOUR BREAKFAST!" 'See, it's only 8:10 I can continue sleeping, wait 8:10, 8:10, WAIT 8 FUCKING 10, shit I'll be late for class' I thought while sitting up in my bed while wrapping myself in my blanket, looking like an igloo. "EMILY, I SWEAR TO THE LORD OF SHIITAKE MUSHROO" "IM UP ALREADY GOD," I yelled back at my mom. I rolled out of bed landing with an omf on the ground, but with all this fat on my body, that was nothing. I ran to the bathroom, of course getting stuck in between the door first though, with all the clues I've given you, you had probably caught on by now, right? Well, if you haven't, I am something called obesity in its purest form. I am 5'7 and 412 pounds. Now back to the story, I hurriedly washed my face and brushed my teeth and got dressed in some gym shorts and a black hoodie (since that's the only thing that fits me after all i am obese) than running off downstairs to say goodbye to my mom and sitting down to eat."Honey, I'm late already so I'm gonna leave first okay? Love you," "love you to mom! Bye," I ate my breakfast put the dishes back and ran to put my shoes on at the doorstep while taking my backpack. I locked the door and started running to school. Of course, the moment I step in I am greeted with hateful glares, stares, and some rude comments. " look at her, she's so fat" "maybe her moms an elephant that's why she that fat" "man, the hippo arrived" I pulled my hood down to cover my watering eyes. Then I quickly walked to my locker getting pushed several times. I heard a cluck cluck noise behind me "excuse me, fatty, if you don't mind moving you're blocking the whole hallway," and there no doubt is the school slut, Amanda Rose, the only girl to have fucked every single man in the buildings. From nerds to jocks, even the damn teachers. "Sorry," I quickly murmured and stepped to the side to let Miss Barbie come through. "Aww what's wrong huh don't have enough bones on that body to start moving bitch" she said with laughter booming from behind her. " Meet me behind the gym after school I need to show a little hippo her place and don't you dare run, cause I will find you, Kay?" She whispered in my ear than walked away laughing with her followers. I stood there trembling already know what's gonna happen to me, the same for the last 2 years that I went here. I walked to my locker and headed to class. As soon as I walked I felt something cold and dripping on my clothes. One of the classics of Amanda of course the " waterfall" she called it. I felt my tears wetting my face before running toward the bathroom. I locked myself in one of the stalls quickly taking out a knife, blade by blade, cut by cut, drip by drip, I watched as my blood flowed down my arm as I started cutting myself. This was the only way I release pain. Nobody knows about this and nobody need to, cause if they did Amanda will only bully me more. As I walked out of the bathroom, I heard snickers from behind me. I hated this, I hate this school, I hate Amanda, and most of all I hate myself for not standing up for myself.
Skip school time
I laid there clutching my stomach as I coughed up blood. At least this wasn't as bad as the others. But it's about to get worse, Amanda saw my cuts and took photos of it so she could post it on the internet. I managed to call my mom to pick me up and crawled into the nurses office to help clean up the blood. My mom picked me up, super worried asking if I was okay, if I needed to go to the hospital, or if I wanted to call the police. I replied no to all and told her to drop me off at home so I could sleep. My mom reluctantly agreed and drove me home. I went upstairs, took a shower, and laid in bed thinking why me, why me. After soon enough I fell asleep
