Chapter 9 : Please dont go...

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(Author pov)

"Tzuyu~ I brought you, your favourite food~" Sana jump happily when she entered Tzuyu's hospital room. Sana told the members that Tzuyu will be at her grandma's house again because her grandma is sick. Obviously they believe it.

"Aww Sana, what is it?"

"Your kimbap , eel and some bread also!" Sana smile and handed Tzuyu the food. Tzuyu giggle happily and take the food , putting it somewhere near her.

"Sana-ya~ Can you... Please call Jungkook if something happened to me? I really need to see him.." Tzuyu give Sana her puppy eyes which Sana failed to resist it.

"But why? Why are you saying that so suddenly??" 

"We just dont know what awaits me in the future.." Tzuyu shrugged. Sana sighed sadly and nodded.

"Fine! "

"TEHEE! I LOVE YOU SANAA~" 

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(Jungkook pov)

I havent seen Tzuyu since that day... I miss her.. Well its a lie if i didnt. And i regret it. But now i have Lisa , i must take care of her.. Right?

"Baby, i wanna go to the toilet okay? Wait for me here, dont go anywhere!" Lisa give me a peck before walking away. I harshly wipe it, suddenly feeling disgusted. Its just her lips doesnt feels right in mine... It doesnt feels like Tzuyu's. Suddenly Sana walk just beside me, a sudden urge for me to stop her rise in me, so that's what i did.

"What the f*ck do you want Jungkook?" Sana gives her tired look at me. She seems like doesnt sleep at all.

"I-I want to ask you.. W-where is Tzuyu? Its been so long since i see her.." Sana's face, change into an angry ones. Did i say something wrong?

"You're asking her if she's okay? DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD HER LIFE WAS? AND YOU MAKING HER FALLING IN LOVE DEEPLY AND THEN SUDDENLY LEFT HER?! IS THAT OKAY?!" Sana yelled, gaining the students attention.

"Well.. Its not my fault! She cheated on me with Taehyung and she beat Lisa! Of course im mad! Who would want that kind of girlfriend." Sana suddenly grip my collar tightly, forcing me to look at her.

"YOU JERK! SHE DONT EVEN LIKE NOR LOVE TAEHYUNG AT ALL! ITS JUST TAEHYUNG WHO HAVE A BULLSHIT CRUSH ON HER! AND YOU KNOW WHAT? SHE WITNESSED YOU KISSING LISA INFRONT OF HER! I TOLD HER TO BREAK UP WITH YOU! BUT GUESS WHAT? SHE STILL LOVE YOU! EVEN AFTER WHAT YOU'VE DONE ! AND THE  DAY WHEN SHE BEAT THAT WEAK BITCH, SHE SAW HER KISSING OTHER MAN THAN YOU! SO SHE BEAT HER, BECAUSE SHE CHEATED ON YOU! SHE DOESNT WANT TO SEE YOU HURT! What kind of girlfriend who protect her own boyfriend even after that boyfriend did so many harsh things to her? Tell me, what kind of girlfriend who bear to share her love with other, even if she got just a little love from you, she still appreciate it. You dont deserve her Jungkook... You dont... No one does.." Sana explained and let go of my collar weakly. All the gasp from the students could be heard. My mind was spinning. Oh god.. What is this... My heart suddenly being pierce by different kind of knives. Ive hurt the one who truly love me that nobody can. The one who is always by my side. Ive hurt her. I dont deserve her. Tears began to escape from my eyes like waterfalls as i remember the bad things ive done to her before. 

"S-Sana where is she.." I ask but Sana chuckle and shook her head weakly.

"I wont tell you! I dont want her to see a devil itself before she dies.." Sana rolled her eyes and was about to walk away but i grip her wrist tightly .

"TELL ME!"

"Jungkookie?? Baby~ Whats wrong-" Lisa came to me, clinging her hands around my arms but i harshly push her away.

"Dont. Call. Me. That from now on. You're not my girlfriend anymore, but a whore who wants to be with everyone else." Jungkook spat emotionlessly before averting his gaze to Sana.

"Please tell me.."

"NO-" Sana stopped  when she  receive a call.

"Hello?- WHAT?! OKAY! I'LL BE THERE!" Sana ended the call and look at me.

"Follow me, but behave jerk." 

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"Sana... Can you tell me what's wrong with Tzuyu?!" I ask worriedly still following her on the hospital hallway.

"Okay.. I'll tell you but.. Promise me you wont do anything stupid." Sana look at me with tears on her eyes, i suddenly panic seeing her like that. Is Tzuyu sick? What the actual f*ck is happening...

"Ok-Okay... What is it.."

" T-Tzuyu... She has leukemia since 4 years ago, but she stop her treatment 3 years ago, and now it became worser... T-This year... Is probably her last year..." Sana's sobs become louder as she show me the room. I cant think straight, i run fastly inside the room, seeing the nurse and the doctor's sad face. But Tzuyu is just smiling like nothing happened. I run to her and hug her as tight as i can. Afraid if i let go, she might disappear. I cry loudly while hiding my face at the crook of her neck, breathing her sweet vanilla scent.

"T-Tzuyu, why didnt you tell me? I-Im sorry... P-Please f-forgive me. Im a bad person, im s-so sorry! I should've believe you and- and t-"

"Kookie yah, can we go to the han river today? Please... Its almost midnight.." Tzuyu pouted. (just pretend its midnight already.) I cant help but to cry more while looking at her. I nodded sadly, watching her face beaming in happiness. 

"Doctor , can i please move this wires from me??" The doctor sigh and muttered a small okay. 

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(Recommend you to play the song above cupcakes!)

We sat together on the grass with bare foots. I hug Tzuyu tightly, while Tzuyu lay her head on my shoulder. Watching the colourfull bridge happily. My eyes are red and puffy, my nose was bead red, and my lips were swollen as i keep bitting it before.

"Tzuyu... I-Im sorry..."

"Its okay kookie, i forgive you... You dont have to say sorry again and again. " She giggled, making me cry more.

"You know kookie.... I love you to much, that i keep forgiving you... But look you grant my wish.. You cry for me. I just want to watch this scenery with you before i die, thats all."

"No... Please dont go..." I pleaded at her and my body cant stop trembling due to my cries.

"Its okay... There's someone better waiting for you.. Seeing you happy made me happy, kookie-ah.. Woah... It is so beautiful... The best view ive ever seen with the one i love... Kookie... I love you..."

"I love you to.... So much.."

"Now i can sleep peacefully.. Goodnight my love.." Then suddenly it became quiet. No one spoke. My eyes widened, i look at Tzuyu and see her body stop moving, her breathing also stop. Her eyes were sealed tight but her lips still form a small smile. And that's when i know... Ive lost her forever. 

"Goodnight to you to my love..." I kiss her lips softly before pulling away... There's no tears left for me to cry anymore. Everything seems so dull without you love...

"I love you.."

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soo... She's gonee... But next chapter i prepare will surprise you! Wait and see~~

-from your evil authornim

reminder... ILY!

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