Bad Days.

Love story

     Christmas and New Years passed. Nothing seemed different. It was like the end of January and I remember the day exactly. I was awaiting my family to go out and I got a friend request from some really cute boy with amazing hair. I accepted it due to mutral friends and he messaged me. We began to talk and I found so much in common with him . He called me cute and I freaked!

     Unfortunately, that didn't last long , we stopped talking. Good thing, we began to talk again . I fell harder this time around and he cut me off once again.  I got fed up and told him . He told me he was suicidal and it broke my heart. I had to save him, so I did.

     I had to meet this kid in person; he completed me, literally . So, on February 24,2014 I met him face to face. I fell in love with him right there. We held hands, luckilly I kissed him. He was more than just perfect. More than amazing, I don't know how I could love someone so quickly, but I did.

     February 25, 2014, he asked me to be his . It was official and I'd never been happier. I was genuinely happy and my depression was fading, as well as my suicidal thoughts. I was living life to the fullest .

      My birthday came around a week later and he was there . Met my family and they loved him, they were sure I did too. The next day, him and my best friend spent the night and that's when he seen my scars and kissed them. I wanted to cry . I realized for the first time, I was okay with feeling.

God I was so in love.