His Love Letter (ON HOLD)

Chapter Two; Heart attack.

The door to the bathroom swung open, hitting my backside I fall forward hitting my head on the floor. My vision suddenly got blurry and all I can think about was 'I am going to die.'

"What in the Heck?! Kyungsoo!!" Said a familiar voice. I closed and open my eyes multiple times before I black out completely.

*

Opening my eyes, I feel a rush of cold air blowing past me. I moved my head to the side a little taking notice to the excruciating pain in my head. Again my vision was blurry, and all I see are people in blue uniforms and white masks. I opened my mouth slightly, but there was a heavy weight on my mouth. My ears are ringing and all I could think about was that loud door noise. The blowing stopped and I could sort of make out, multiple voices talking together. I couldn't make out what they were saying but the voices sounded very urgent. When the weight was taken off my mouth, I opened my mouth and suddenly everything went blank again.

*

"Oh dear God.."

My eyes flung open, I shot straight up from whatever I was laying on. My chest, heaving I look around for the source of sound. There stood, my parents. My actual parents. I scoot a little closer to the headboard of my bed. Aren't they supposed to be in jail? Why were they in my room? How'd they know where I live? Question after question swirled in my head and I suddenly became nauseous, suddenly I jerk my head to the side of my bed and empty out everything out of my stomach.

Clutching my stomach, I wipe my mouth with my other hand noticing the new scars on my forearm. I stare at them questionably and shrugged. Maybe I cut last night and didn't even know it.

"Oh honey! Are you okay?" Again looking up I see my parents. My mom had a sad look on her face and my dad was angrily texting at someone. I look around my bedroom avoiding my mother's eyes. But something weird happened, I wasn't in my room I was at a hospital. Looking around I notice the IV in my arm. What the hell happened?

I tap the nurse help button thing, and wait. My mother tried to build conversation with me but I told her I didn't want to hear about her experiences in jail. The nurse took about 12 minutes to get there. After they cleaned my breakfast/dinner on the floor, they told me what happened.

Apparently I have a blood problem, where If I start bleeding It won't stop. So, when they found me they could see that I had many cuts on my arm and they had to stop the bleeding. Long story short, I almost accomplished my goal, which was killing myself. Anyway, I got most of my answers answered. But there was still one question about my parents being here. I decided I would, ask them after a long nap. I settled into the hospital bed, and drifted off.

*

"KYUNGSOO.." My mother shook my shoulder violently. I disturb my sleep by opening one eye.

"Yes?" I croaked annoyed. She looked at me with a sad small smile.

"We have to go.." she whispered. I got up slowly and perched the sides of the bed with frustration. How could they go? After being in prison for many, many years, they chose this time to leave me, with my abusive uncle? Do they not know what's happening in the house? I took a deep breath.

"Why are you here in the first place?" I said bitterly, while simultaneously grinding my teeth. She looked at me hurt. She opened and closed her mouth. Then she did something I'd never expected her to do. She slapped me..Hard..I widened my eyes in surprised. She had a stern look on her face.

"Kyungsoo..We are here to help you get out of your depression! We are on house arrest now. We think, It's better if you live with us." She said firmly. Then a second surprise. Mom walked away. She never walks away like that she's so polite. I remember when she would try to sell the fabrics and materials for money, and she would be so sweet about it even though it was illegal, to sell stuff on the streets without a permit. Which by the way lead her and my father to jail.

I sat on the hard hospital bed stunned. Quickly composing myself, I put my hands over my chest and leaned back. Whatever, I don't need you guys. I laughed out loud at my stupid thought, even Patrick from spongebob knew I was lying and he's clueless! My attention, changed from spongebob to the door that was opening... Revealing a tall doctor with a mask covering his face. He stood there and stared at me a little funny. His eyes bore into mine as I lay there half naked in a hospital robe. I shifted uncontrollably under his gaze. He came a little closer. Mom and dad headed out the door thanking the doctor before they walked out.

"Hello Kyungsoo." The doctor said. I suddenly felt a weird deja voo feeling. I shrugged it off, probably a dream something like that. But I couldn't help but focus on his voice which sounded awfully familiar. Then it hit me. It's the man! He's here! Holy Crap!!

"Kyungsoo.." I shivered when he said my name. The way he said was oh-so sexy. But at the same time, I feel as if he's a creepy old man whispering my name which sort of turned me off big time. I stared, at his tight doctor shirt, that literally gave me a very good view of his rock hard abdomen. You could see the lines and packs perfectly. I lowers my gaze and found myself looking at something very very dirty. He stared at me with a impatient expression.

"Mm?" I responded. He took his mask off and smirked at me. I tilted my head to my side waiting for a answer. Did he catch me checking him out? Oh boy, now I feel embarrassed! He might think I'm one of those perverted people. Wait a minute. Why do I care about his opinions!? I barely know him. He may be as perverted as I am.

"It's time for your bath Kyungsoo.."

That answers my question..

Right then and there I almost died of a heart attack.
I have to get naked! In front of him?

I smiled awkwardly, but I'm pretty sure you could tell I was scared because of my wide eyes. He sighed and pulled me up.

"C'mon, let's go." He said annoyed. He probably doesn't think of it as anything it's his Damn job! And I'm over here dying because a random sexy looking doctor wants to strip me down and bathe me. That sounds very awkward. To be honest I wanted to yell and scream at the top of my lungs because of this. I'm very very frustrated. I stood up slowly and followed the doctor,ahem I mean Sexy doctor.

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He stared at me intently, holding the sponge on one hand and his other hand on my lower thigh. I was breathing heavily and squirming around every time he tried to go up my thigh.

"Listen.." he took his hand out of the tub where his hand took place on my thigh. "This is my Job.. Why are you making a big deal out of this? Kyungsoo.." he came closer to my face when he said my name. I sunk deeper into the tub trying to hide my body.

"I-I..Uh..It's..Co..cont-continue." I stutter when I'm nervous. He stuck his hand in the tub and snatched the sponge away. He started with my neck and went down to my chest slowly moving down to my member. He came closer to my face. My eyes huge and his eyes a weird expression,

"Are you hard Kyungie?"

That's exactly when I had my second heart attack.