The Left-handed Jock

IV.

I run as fast as I could, my sight was blinded by the hot tears streaming down my throbbing cheeks, I didn't expect much, I didn't expect nothing, I didn't want him to kiss me goodbye or praise me for moaning like a slut in the school's toilets, the least he can do is leaving me alone after our escapade but No! No! they beat the shit out of me, all his gang! boots and punches were shoved down my throat as I strugled to put my pants on, he just watched me suffering and begging, and when I met his cold eyes with mine he starts spitting profanities at me, I think I should just give up

My wolf howls sadly wanting me to go back to our mate, but I'm tired, he's the reason I got beaten up this day, twice, and on top of that I missed school, it's not like I'm smart or anything but it's the only place where I can see my mate, a bitter laugh escaped my bruised lips, for a second I imagined our future together, hand in hand as we played with our pups, living in our small but cozy house without a care in the world, but damn the goddess for pairing me with that hot homophobic

If he was a werewolf it would be so easy as he can't resist the mating bond between our wolves, but no! Everything had to be so difficult for me, he's a human and I need to build that damn bond with him, ME! The weak omega, but how can I impress him? No car no muscles and no booty, just a mere ugly skeleton

My legs were itching as I kept running, my injuries healing in a slow rate than usual as my wolf felt betrayed by his other half, the one who should protect me! but whome am I kidding?

I always see myself as the ridiculous small boy that the world had fun bullying, the tiny bird that everyone hate and take advantage of, so to a person like me he's totally the apposite, he's easily to admire, handsome, muscular, bad boy and Russian, the dream of everyone, and the goddess chooses him above all the others to be a mate to a useless omega like me? it's a prank to add to my miserable life

STOP!

I came to a halt as my wolf nudged my conscious to remind me that I'm on the verge of leaving the pack grounds, and I just stand right there rethinking my life, no pack no mate, so what's stopping me?

I still remember how my wolf was so eager to shift for the first time, thinking that if he a was a warrior wolf or a beta my pack will stop hurting me, but damn! An omega? He was so hurt and very sad that he hide in the back of my head for years until we were in verge of turning eighteen, finding a mate at the age of eighteen was a gift from the goddess, many werewolves are still mateless even they are above eighteen by years, my wolf was happy and excited, but as we lay our happy and filled with love eyes on our mate a punch landed hard on my cheek that I felt my wolf moan from both pleasure and pain

Our mate was touching us! But not kindly, abusing us daily, emotionally and physically, I was devastated but also desperate, I accepted my fate if it means that I will see my mate everyday, that I will be touched by my mate everyday, I rather he beat me to death than seeing his intention shift from me to the many whores who are waiting legs spread on their beds, it hurts me so much that he find pleasure in others and not in me, I tried so hard to match his interests, tight clothes, wavy hair, smooth skin, sweet scent, and tight hole but all in vain

He always watched me with so much hate and rage like I was the reason his newborn pets died, I tried approaching him nicely, sending him flowers that I picked every morning from the forest, sacrificing my only meal in the day and giving it to him at lunch, but it always end up in the trash with all the gifts the girls tried to give him

My feet itching to cross the borders and leave for ever, I was enduring pain, abuse and hunger for the sake of being with my mate, but he's treating me the same as them

What's stopping me for breaking the bond?

"We will be dead" my wolf whispered tiredly, and a wave of fear passed over me, he will die? My mate will be dead?

"Both of us"

ignoring my wolf I made hurried steps toward the pack house, thinking about new solutions and ways to win my mate, for my mate I'm ready to endure it all, my mate's life is precious and I'm going to protect our bond forever.

-XOXO