Question: How do I feel inside?
Better answer that my friends would back me up on. Also please excuse language. Its how I talk:
...like there is a fucking war going on inside me. 3 giants fighting to make me feel like shit the most. Anxiety, making me afraid to start the day and see how it goes. Depression, holding me in bed and making me and my heart feel invisible. Anger, filling my heart and literally every fiber of my body with rage every second of my life. Making everything inside me no mans land. Being smacked right in the middle of those three with no escape is tiresome. Very much so. Even when Im happy or should be happy rather, I still feel worthless and undeserving of Love. I dont really have a reason to stick around or plan to anyways (in a non-suicidal way just a meh reaction when it comes to health and stuff). Like I can love people like my Family and my close friends. But without it my happiness is locked in a prison. The only thing to unlock it and release no, truly release me from that prison is nowhere to be found. Like Ive accepted it and whatever but it still feels like shit sometimes. Thats how it feels inside.
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No Man's Land
RandomGetting asked how it feels inside it's kind foreign sounding. When you have depression, anxiety and anger it's almost a stupid question. Like what kind of answer do you expect? So naturally my response was "Like shit" But later I came up with a bett...
