my medicine - Blake Richardson (new hope club)

Chapter 14

Molly's pov

Tomorrow's the day of the anniversary of my parents death, and I'm not sure if I'm gonna be OK tomorrow, and it's been 2 days since I talked to anyone well except Tessa she's my roommate

Blake's been texting me alot since Sunday te day I left without a word

"hey do you want anything from the store?" Tessa said poking her her face behind a pole

"no, but thanks for asking" I smile

"ok I'll be back then, oh and I'm gonna swing by to see Ryan ok?" she says

"yeah sure"

"see ya" she says

I hear the door closed and I'm in the living room watching new girl and eating popcorn

After a couple episodes in I hear a knock, I got up from the sofa to answer it

"Blake what can I do for you?" I say opening the door with a worried Blake in front of me

"are you kidding? Molly I've been calling you and texting you for days, we've been worried about you" Blake says going in

"yeah c'mon in" I mumble going to the living room again I feel Blake followed me

"Molly are you ok?" he asks grabbing my arms which cause me to face him

"I'm fine, thanks for asking"

"look I know ok....just don't kill Tessa, she told us what tomorrow is" he says and I immediately got mad

"she what!" I shout

"Molly she's sorry but we care about you alot, so we don't want you to spent it alone"

"I'm ok Blake, I'm more than that I'm peachy" I say

"no your not, your watching new girl and eating" he said while turning the TV off

"dude I was watching that" I say

"You need to talk to me about it, it's the only way you're gonna feel better"

"better? Blake I'm not gonna be better.....my parents are dead, you do know what dead means right?"

"ye-" I cut him off

"no! no you don't, you have no idea what I'm going through right now, I have a whole inside me that is bigger than a black hole ok!....."I pause trying not to cry

"im-"i cut him off again

" your sorry? is that what you were gonna say because I heard that before, their dead because they were coming back from a vacation trip that I wanted them to go to and now their dead, you know how I felt when the police told me about my parents....i felt utterly empty inside like I do right now, so no Blake you have no idea what I'm feeling right now"i said completely breaking into crying, I was on my knees sobbing infront of Blake of all people

"that's not your fault mo" he says on his knees "you know we-I'm here for you even though your broken, I'm gonna be your medicine" he says hugging me

I hugged him back, my head on his chest and sobbing my eyes out

"I feel bad for you" I say still on his chest

"why?"

"because your taking care of me"

"no, I'm internally great full that I met you Molly Parker" he says hugging me tightly