Chapter 5

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*1 year later:
I woke up to the sun beaming though the window.I wonder where the hell Jamie is.We've been together for year now .I moved into his flat here in Shefield in late 2006 . I missed Privett and Michelle but we always talked or I drove 2 hours just to see her.I grabbed a random book from the night stand and started browsing through it . Everything felt so silent usually I woke to Jamie's loud razor or the radio playing The Smiths. I got suspicious and decided to get up and start the day.I put on a pair of Topshop joggers and a black tee . As I left the bedroom and walked down the hall.I assumed Jamie went somewhere with the boys .But ,some of his stuff was gone.Provably stayed over at one of the band mates flats .I was eating breakfast when I see my a voicemail .It's from Jamie. "Kate ,I hope you don't hate me for telling this especially in a voicemail but, I need space the Monkeys are big right now and I want to focus on the band right now.I love you but I decided it's the best for both us.I feel awful and I really mean it .I really do love you.I hope you understand and I will always remember you".(bold is Jamie's voicemaice)I felt my heart shatter to a million pieces .What about all those I love you's we used to say to each other.I would've understand if he wanted to take a calmer side to the relationship or actually talk to me .Instead of a voicemail.I hope I never see that bastard in my life ."That dickhead "I melt down.
Why just why.

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