Life is long, life is relentless and tiring, you're a new seed, a beautiful baby.
When your first chapter starts, your first three chapters, you don't have memories of
those.
You're new to the world, it's an amazing and beautiful setting. A few years go by, you start to grow, you learn things. You're excited for new things, such as promotions, and growing up. You're still a child, having no insecurities, feeling joyful and wanting to discover the world.
You hear things, your parents start arguing, and it keeps going, and going. All these thoughts, you're scared. Another couple years past by again, you're a teenager, you've found things, and discovered things a child, no, a teenager shouldn't have to see, or go through.
Considering that, you became the person you told your parents you weren't going to become.
You've become sad, insecure, and you've started to get bullied at school. Your mother had left your father, and because of that, she become an alcoholic, and abusive. You didn't know what to do, so the only way you could cope was by harming yourself.
Things started to get worse every single day, you couldn't just harm yourself anymore, you couldn't take it anymore. Your heart was taking more than it could bare, and with that, you killed yourself, nobody was sad, nobody missed you, but you.. you were finally at peace. You felt freedom, you felt.. happy.
