Lost

◉ 5 ◉

Wearing a sleek formal outfit for your first day of work, you left for work after Jungkook and the others had gone for their work as usual. 

As you reached your office, you saw Jimin waiting for you outside the main building. You smiled merrily, waving and running towards him. 

He grinned. 

A gentle smile crept its way on your face.

"Are you ready?"

"Not really, but I hope my first day would go smoothly."

"It will don't worry. Let's go and see Yoongi first."

You nodded, following Jimin to Yooongi's cabin. You knocked on the door and Yoongi permitted you to enter. You took a deep and entered.

"Lee Y/n, nice to meet you again. Good morning."

"Good morning, Sir."

"Very professional, I see. I'll get someone to tell you your work.", Yoongi slightly smiled.

"Thank you very much, sir. Have a good day."

"Also, your partner will be joining you after a month.", you nodded and left.

Yoongi's secretary told you about your work. It wasn't easy nor hard. You understood your work and sat at the receptionist table. It felt odd but you needed to work. You needed to get out of your comfort zone and start working hard from now on.

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The first day went pretty smoothly. It wasn't tiring rather it was a little boring. You had to sit in the same place for a long time but you weren't complaining. It was your job and you needed to work accordingly.

As you bought yourself a bottle of water, you noticed Yoongi approaching you. You instantly stood straight and greeted him, formally. 

"Good evening, sir." He curved his lips and lifted his hand.

In his hand, there was a small box. He had bought you a phone. 

Yoongi had noticed that you didn't have a phone, so he thought it was good to give you one. Jimin had actually told Yoongi about you and Yoongi truly felt bad and gloomy.

"Sir, thank you so much for your kindness but I can't accept it. I am sorry", you said. 

You were already in debt of their kindness when Yoongi also was being kind.

"Y/n, you need it now. After all, you are a working woman now. Keep it."

You hesitated in keeping it but Yoongi insisted. "Y/n, you don't owe me anything. Just think it as a part of work."

"But-", you were cut off by him,
"If you want, why don't you repay me by treating me with a lunch someday?"

It was still a big favour he was doing for you, you thought for a while before answering,

"Boss, I am a working woman now so I will buy the phone with my money. Thank you so much for your kindness, I appreciate it, I truly do but it's not right of me to accept it. I am really sorry. Thank you for thinking about me."

You softly said and Yoongi couldn't help but smile, "Miss Y/n, if you ever need it, you can always take it."
You slowly curved your lips and nodded.

You felt relieved, it was true that you needed the phone but it was also wrong to take the phone. You were silently walking home, it was 5:30 pm and Jungkook comes home by 7:30, so it was plenty of time left.

On your way home, you met Jimin near the supermarket. He was buying some groceries. On your way back, you both chatted. The day wasn't bad after all.

You reached home and sat on the couch, you could've taken the bus but it would cost you money and you didn't want to waste the money. 

Although Taehyung had given you his credit card, you hadn't spent more than 20$ on it.

You were in the shower when the doorbell to Jungkook's house rang. You immediately dressed up and went to check on it. It was Jungkook with food in his hand.

He questioned you about what took you so long to open the door. You hazily answered that you were in the shower. 

His face turned slightly red but he hid it. "Eat up, it's today's dinner."

"Aren't you going to eat?"
"I have eaten, you eat.", he answered slowly. You were confused, why was he acting so strange? Was he uncomfortable?

You ate your dinner while Jungkook just watched you. You felt tension building up your body. Slowly, looking up, your eyes met Jungkook's. His dark brown orbs deeply stared unto your dark ones.

You felt butterflies down your stomach while Jungkook's gaze didn't seem to falter. His heart raced and his mind filled with doubts. His hatred seemed to have dusted away as his eyes met yours, he felt soft and gentle towards you. They were filled with softness and tenderness.

Jungkook broke the contact as his mind started to go wild. You swiftly looked away, it was awkward. You ate your leftover dinner and quickly wiped your mouth. God, Jungkook's eyes were so beautiful. You snapped out of your mind and immediately backed off.

He took the cartons and thrown them in the disponing can. He was about to leave when you stopped him, "Jungkook, what if I work?"

Your question rang in Jungkook's ears, a wave of anger rushed over him.
"NO!", he growled.

"You are not working anywhere, your mental health is more important." You knew you shouldn't tell him about the job. He was too in rage.

Jungkook never knew, how and why these words came from his mouth, did some part of him still cared for you? Has he still not over his feelings and sadness for you? He could've told you to work and live on your own but then again, why didn't he?

He was in a state of distress but only anger and hatred started to grow. Why was he feeling such a whirlwind of emotions? Was he actually a certified insane now?

He needed to sleep or his mind would blast and so, he went to sleep. Even after closing his eyelids, his thoughts never left his mind. 

At last, he fell asleep and for the first time, peacefully. 

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