"Dray!" Guilt. That is the only thing I feel. All the things I did with Cedric don'tjjķ feel good anymore. They just make me feel guilty. More guilty than when it happened with Draco. Does this mean I choose Draco. If Draco still loves me. "Dray!" "Sod off Potter! Go to your boyfriend Diggory!" I try to hold his hand but he pushes me away. "Please. I am so sorry!" "Just as sorry as you was when you almost did it with me?" "I love you!" "But you also love him. You are fucking playing with us H-, Potter. He can have you. You can really sod off!" He walks away. "Dray!" Here I am. Standing in the dorm hall. Tears rolling over my cheeck. With only my jeans and my robe on. I walk back to my dorm. Cedric. What did I do. I am hurting everyone. I walk into my dorm. I see Cedric sitting there. "I am sorry. I am so sorry." Tears fall on the ground. "I am an bloody mess. I love you two so much and know I am hurting both of you." I feel Cedric's arms around me. "It's okay Harry." He pulls me into an hug. "No it isn't." He gives me an kiss on my forehead. I look up to him. "Thank you." We sit on my bed. Just hugging. Letting all my tears fall. Cedric comforts me but I see how hurt he is. "I am sorry Cedric." He nods. The door opens. A little spark of hope shows up. Ron. I look away. "Owh. Sorry Harry. Didn't know you two were busy." I hear an little laugh. When I look at him his smile fades. "Whats wrong mate?" "He doesn't want to talk about it. He just wants to cry." Ron looks annoyed at Cedric. "Aha so you must be his REAL boyfriend Cedric." He looks at someone behind the door. "I told you that prat isn't his boyfriend. Harry would never shag Malfoy." Hurt. It hurts. "Harry did shag that prat." Ron looks disgusted. "You shagged Malfoy?" "Why did you bloody tell him? Why did you do that Cedric?" I walk away. I push Ron away. I walk to the river. I see BuckBeak there. "Hey BuckBeak." He looks at me. I sitcarefully next to him. I lean against him. "Life sucks ha?" I pet him. I lay against him and fall asleep.
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"Hey Harry." I shook my head. "Wha?" I see Cedric's face. "You got the whole castle looking for you. And BuckHead protects you good. He wouldn't even let Hagrid trough." I laugh. Thank you BuckHead. Cedric helps me to stand. "Did you see?" "Draco?"He nods. "We talked." Oh no. I look good at his face. I see some blue places. No no no. They got into an fight. "Shit." "He was mad. At me, at you, at the world. He is mad and he has the reasons to be." "So you went into an fight with him?" "He hit me." He holds his hands in the surrender pose and laughs. "He said sorry. He cried and he is searching for you." Cedric. He is the most amazing guy that lives in the world. And still I can't choose. "Did you tell him I am here?" He shooks his head. "I need to talk to you first." He puts his arm around me and I lean against him. "Harry. I know you don't want to hurt one of us. You love us both. You don't think you know the answer but you do. Your heart knows it and your head does it too. Who do you love?" "Both of you." "I know Harry. But wich do you think you have an future with." "I dont know." "When you kissed me did you feel more guiltier than you did when you kissed Draco." Draco. The hickey he gave me. I didn't cover it. I was proud of it. I felt guilty but not as guilty as now. "Dray.. I want Draco." He nods. "How long did you know it." He chuckles. "You said you had to think about it." "Wha?" "When I aksed you to be my boyfirend. You said you loved me too but you had to think about it and you looked at Draco.. When Draco and I found out you couldn't choose between us. It was clear to me. I only could have hope. Hope that you did love me and not Draco. But now I am just being mean to myself. So I helped you." I start to cry. "It's okay. It is okay Harry. You can't help your feelings and I can't help mine. We can be friends." "I am so dumb.""No you aren't. I should have told you sooner. Now go get your man and remember it's okay and I love you." He kisses me. I kiss him back. "Thank you." He nods. "Where is Draco?" "Your dorm. I told him to wait there. He was getting mad and when he is mad he gets agressive." We laugh. "I love you." "Harry don't. Go to Draco." I nod. "Thank you Cedric." He smiles. I grab my wand. "Accio broom" and I fly away.
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I run trough the dorm hall. "Is that Potter." "Wait is he really shagging two guys?" "Draco Malfoy and him. He wishes." The whispers fill the hall. Ignore them Harry. I see my door. I knock. "Dray?" The door swings open and I get dragged inside. The door closes with an bang. Someone psuhes me on my bed. "You bloody arse! You just dissapear here and now! Bloody annoying Potter!" "I am sorry." "You just keep saying sorry stop!" "I love you." "Don't mess with me!" I stand back up hitting my head against the little table I have against my bed. He smirks. "I love you. I- Well Cedric told me. I want to have an future with you." He kisses me. "Your a fucking idiot Potter!" "I love you too Dray." He pushes me on my bed. "Dray. Can we take it slow tonight or for at least an week?" He nods. "Cedric?" I nod. "It's okay. I get it is still hard for you." "Want to sleep?" He nods. We strip to our boxers and lay in bed. He pulls me into an hug. I look at him. His beautifull face. His perfect jaw and gorgeus pale skin, his grey eyes that shine in the moonlight, his small but precious lips and his pointy and perfect nose. This feels perfect. Like I just finished the largest puzzle. "I love you."He whispers in my ear. "I love you too." He hugs me tighter.
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"CEDRIC DIGGORY!" "Congratulations!" "Wait what is happening?" "HARRY POTTER!" All the eyes in the big hall look at me. This can't be true. I walk away. I close the door of my dorm. I hear an knock. "Harry?" I open the door. "Harry! What did you do! What were you fucking thinking?? I can't bloody lose you!" I see Draco crying. I close my door. "I didn't put my name in the goblet of fire!?" "It is the last year of Hogwarts! Can't it be an peacefull year! I can't lose you!" "I didn't do it." It slowly hits him. "Who did! I am going to bloody kill them! By merlin's beard he will die! I will avada kedavra him to Tartarus!" "Dray." I kiss him so hé shuts up. Hé starts to tear up. "I can't bloody lose you. I love you!" "I know, I know." I pull him into An hug. Hé starts to kiss my jaw Line. Leaving hickeys in my neck. His hands on my ass. Our cocks grinding trough our clothes. "Draco." "I am sorry." "What?" "I know you want our first time to be special. I am sorry." I nod. I start to kiss him. "We can still cuddle?" Hé puts his arms around me.
Just now it hits me. Cedric. Hé is chosen to. Why did hé put his name in the goblet. "I am sorry. I need to talk to Cedric." Draco looks confused. "Hé got chosen remember." "Fuck. I get it. Do I need to come with you." I shake my head. "No I need to ask him myself." Hé nods. "I love you. " "I love you too." Hé gives me one last kiss and I walk out of my dorm. I walk to his dorm and knock on it in the hope that hé didn't wait in the big hall. "Hello?" "Hey Cedric Harry here." The door unlocks. "What did you do!" "You mean what did you do! Bloody hell Cedric! Why did you put your name in the goblet?" "I-" "You what? Cedric this isnt fun! Last time this happened almost everyone died!" "Why did you do it?" "I didn't someone did my name in it." "I will bloody kill Them!" "You should team up with Draco on that part." His face turned sad. Fuck. "I am sorry." "No its ok." "Now answer why you did it." "I. I. I was just. I missed you." "So you try to do An suïcide?" "No I just. I just hoped that I could show everyone that I am more than the boy who lost the chosen one to Draco Malfoy.." "Cedric..." I hug him. Hé looks at me with an face I know to well. "Ced-" I am cut off by An kiss. I push him away. "Wathe-" "I am sorry." Hé leaves. I walk back to my dorm. Before I open my door I hear shouting. "What! Why? You first make him bloody scared and then you kissed him! Get bloody over him Diggory! Hé is with me. You are only making it harder for youreself!" "I didn't mean to!" "Leave him bloody alone!" "I can't!" "You can't? You can or I Will bloody make you!" "I can't because if I find things about the things we have to do for the triwizard achievements. It is for his safety." "It better be!" I open the door. "Hey.. Could you two stop fighting?" "I am leaving." "Ced!" Cedric runs out of the room.
"Why did you threathen him?" "Hé need to find his own dude." "Babe. You know how amazing I am. You wouldnt get over me in two seconds would you?" "Hmpf. No I wouldnt. Hé just needs to get his bloody claws of you." "Dray!" "Sorry. I just want people to know your mine." Hé starts to kiss my jaw. Leaving hickeys everywhere. "Well if they didn't knew they know now. I start to give him hickeys. "I think I should go to Dumbledore." Hé nods.==============
"Good luck tommorow Harry!" "Thanks Mione! Where are you going? Going to study with Malfoy. There is someone smarter then me." I laugh. I walk over the big bridge. "Harry! Harry!" I turn around. Cedric. "Harry!" "Hey." "I have An clue. I heard something! Get your egg." "What?" "Get your egg." "Why?" "I see you in 15 minutes at your dorm." "Okay?"
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"Where are we going Ced?" "Moaning Myrtle." "Why?" "We are going to take an Bath!" "Wha?" "You Will see!"
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We strip to our boxers and change Them in swimming pants. "Open the egg." "What?" "Open the egg!" I open the egg. My ears hurt. "Put it under water!" I put it under water. I go underwater to. A beautifull voice fills the water.
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"Wow!" "Yeah wow!" "So mermaids?" "Yep!" "Well I found An private swimmingpool." "Hahah yess." I splash water at him. Hé splashes water back. I hear voices. "Here." I hear Draco and Hermione giggle. Weren't they studying? They open the door. "Wha!" "Harry! Diggory!" "I thought you two were studying!" "I thought you didn't care about him!" "I do! Just not as much as I do about you." I see how the words hurt Cedric. "Yeah sure. Then what are you two doing here!" I hold up the egg. "Put it down! And what does that explain?" "If you hold it under water the mermaids sing. And they give you An hint." "Ok." "Now explain what you and Hermione doing here." "Hermione read about the egg and wanted to ask moaning Myrtle." "Ok. Well I think I should go to my dorm to show you, you can trust me. But you dont trust me no matter what I say." "Harry." "Harry Potter!" I freeze. "Where are you going?" "To my dorm Hermione." "And you arent going to say thank you to Cedric. And the attitude Harry you should really be less sassy." "Thank you Cedric and I am going to my dorm. Bye!" "Harry James Potter!" I see Draco smirk. "Bye Mione." I run as fast As I can to my dorm. I hear Hermione yelling while she is running after me.
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Harry Potter smut and one shots
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