All up to us

Not an update characters

Ally jones as shailene Woolley
Matt Espinosa as himself
Acaia Clark as herself
Tyler as the dude in chapter 3 .

I woke up with so horrible music playing and the tv on . I took in my surroundings I was in a grey room and bright lights . I just realized I had a mask on my face and air was coming out of it . I started to look at the couch a stranger was there no wait that was matthew aww he was sleeping too bad...... "MATTCHU ESPINOSA GET THE FRICK FRACKLE UP THERES A FIRE " I screamed , he woke up in shock and look at me ,he was angry and I was pleased with myself . "God ally do you always have to do that when I'm asleep " . He said and I just smiled . " hey Matt how did I get here " I asked being curious I had no memory of what happened . " well ... I drove to your house .... ." He asked looking at my waiting for a reaction but nothing came ." I asked you why you spilled milk on acaia and why you betrayed me .. Then you passed out from a panic attack .......and now where here ." He tells me I just furrow my eyebrows I remember spilling milk on her but not matt finding out .

I go out of the hospital after my parents came and signed me out . Matt wouldn't look at me the same like he was holding something back . I don't know what he founds out

But the it hit me like a fucking truck .. He found out about my scars and the bruises
Fuck
Not today
Only Darlene knows
Well he was going to find out eventually I told myself .
He was looking at my wrist with glossy eyes . Only Darlene knows about my cutting and the bruises acacia put on my skin . I felt like I was weak I could barley even stand up with all my strength I went to my parents car and drove to my house, I had to avoid Matt . I thought he would come after me but I was wrong .

I lied in my room for 3 days straight , tyler and Darlene texted me non stop. But I wouldn't answer then they eventually gave up like everyone else does on me . I cried and would lay there writing my notes to everyone . No one knows that I practice my suicide letters not even Darlene not even Matt . I thought I would do it someday but something pulls me back when I attempt it I don't know what it is but its there and it annoys me every time I cut .

I decided since three days without shower was enough and I had a foul Oder radiating of my body I took a long shower did my usual routine . Go dressed in my outfit ( outfit above ) and went to my fav cafe in the world blues cafe . I order a regular decade and waited I meet a Boy with brown hair and big brown eyes he was cute what are you thinking your dating tyler I told myself . He caught me looking and told me a pic last longer well then he was a sassy one . "Hi I'm sorry I was acting rude my name Dylan "he says to me with his hand out asking for a hand shake but then my anxiety hit and I just stood there looking like a idiot staring at his hand waiting for something to happen . Dylan just laughed and told me " this is the part where you say your name " I chuckled nervously feeling embarrassed luckily they called my name for my coffee I mentally started praising the bartissta for getting me out of that situation . Speed walk to my car but then my moment of glory came to a stop when I heard Dylan yell for me to wait he ask for my number I was having thoughts but hen thought YOLO and gave it to him " this better not be a fake number ..........." Dylan said waiting for me tell my name " ally my name is ally " I responded " she speaks finally " Dylan said i just smiled and said my farwell . I drive home and felt alone and went to see tyler cuz why not . I went into his house it was a mess but the thing that took my by surprised was a thong on the floor . I gasped and went to find tyler and there I saw him basically fucking her . He saw me with wide eyes like a deer in headlights . He ran to me apologizing but I ran crying this like a baby .why he would do this to me , we had the perfect relationship but nothing good last forever . I cried watching the fault in our stars thinking that I will never have a Agustas waters in my life . Darlene was in Canada so she couldn't comfort me but she made me smile when she said when she comes back that she will deal with tyler . I heard a knock on my door which surprised me because my parents don't come home till 1 so I opened and there was a Matt and guess who the wicked witch of the west . FUCK MY LIFE