this is another update on my life so here goes.
not many people out side my family and friends knows this about me but up til july of 2019 i was emotionally, mentally, verbally, and physically abused by my older brother. he would call me things like b**** and a**h***, or when it was my time of the month, he would tell me my feelings dont matter, that i had no right to get mad at little things like him taking the tv remote. he did this to our mom too, he stole her meds, throw things at us, he threw part of a stapler at my moms head, missed and hit my arm, he ran away three times. then finally on july 29th it ended. me and my mom came home from a trip to camden park we went on with our church for vaca bible school, and as soon as we got home a deputy was here serving the court papers my mom filed for against him, then later that night he got into a fight with mom and at 1:00am that night he was some silver bracelets and in the back of cop car. also i live with our grandparents and he lives with my dad. also so when i was young my birth parents neglected me, they would put coffee grounds in my formula, leave me in my car seat all day long, and to top it off my birth mom ran off to texas to hook up with some guy when i was 1. and people wonder why i have 5 different types of anxiety.